Posts by Charles Cruz84

Hello everyone,

If I may, I would like to join this well-known group. I have read the entire thread, and I am somewhat disappointed by the sheer number of women sharing similar struggles. 😢
There are far too many of us, and I find it difficult to understand why nature would design women this way.
My experience is this: almost every cycle since my first period has been memorable. 🙂
I have tried various medications, and I believe every body reacts differently. For instance, Ketoral does not work for me; it only increases nausea and leaves me feeling drugged. Voltaren Rapid is my ideal option, provided I take it before the bleeding actually starts. My pain typically begins about 10 to 15 minutes before anything happens. 🙂
A major issue arose when they stopped producing Voltaren Rapid. Now, it is difficult when I cannot buy medication without a prescription. This is particularly problematic when I am away from home and forget my pills, only for the pain to strike. By the time I reach my house, I am already falling apart.
I have occasionally used Voltaren suppositories, as I noticed some others asking about them. They help with the pain, but not sufficiently for me. Furthermore, they cause significant discomfort and burning in my rectum for up to two days after use.
Previously, I would take pills for three days straight. Over time, I have managed to reduce this to just the first 24 hours, though sometimes I need a second dose if the timing is bad.
I have experimented with drops and natural remedies, but when the pain hits, I feel like hitting my head against a wall.
I have dealt with this for 14 years now. I am grateful these medications exist, as I honestly do not know how I would survive without them. I have never actually lost consciousness from the pain, but I possess an immense amount of willpower, which I believe keeps me going.
I suspect these pains have one unfortunate side effect: perhaps I have developed an excessively high pain tolerance.
A few years ago—about eight or nine—I broke my ankle. I landed awkwardly, and the next day I was supposed to travel to Germany for summer work. Because I learned how to walk quickly to avoid discomfort, I chose not to see a doctor so they wouldn't wrap it up and prevent me from working. I am stubborn, I admit. It bruised and hurt, but nothing seemed extreme at the time. My aunt, who is a nurse, told me it was fine because if it were a true break, I wouldn't be able to stand, let alone walk, ride a bike, or work. When I returned, I finally saw a doctor, and it turned out it was indeed broken.

Regarding the cause of my pain, I am unsure. Medical exams have shown nothing, and I think I eventually gave up on searching for answers. It feels as though doctors do not truly care, leaving me feeling like a hypochondriac.

P.S. I became a bit of a
because I did not find this specific thread initially. I hope you will not judge me too harshly for joining this discussion. 🙂
Best regards to all.

The pain is real, despite any sarcasm. Regarding the project, I intend to manifest this physical suffering so people can witness the true power of nature.
People who have not witnessed me in this state cannot grasp why I must leave work immediately upon an onset, or why walking and standing become impossible.
Three months ago, during my college enrollment period, I suffered an accident because I did not have my medication on hand. It was the final day of registration. I felt the onset while at work, and predictably, my medication was left at home. Under current regulations, you cannot simply walk into a pharmacy and buy pain relief without a prescription; you must endure it.
I pushed myself to the campus to complete the enrollment while I was still mobile. I requested priority assistance due to my condition, but the wait was too long, and by the time I reached the front, everything had fallen apart.
The reaction from others was telling. They saw my condition clearly. I fought to remain seated to avoid collapsing, but within five minutes, I was completely incapacitated and likely pale. Despite this, she continued her trivial chatter about how and why.
Fortunately, a friend was nearby in the city when I needed to leave. She accompanied me and arranged transportation. Once I finished the enrollment and exited the building, I collapsed onto the grass and could go no further.
Out of the entire crowd present, only one woman approached to ask if I needed medical assistance or an ambulance.
Perhaps I have drifted from the subject.

As for the project, my plan is to relive that experience. I will forgo analgesics and simply wait. My specific goal is secondary; any reaction serves the purpose.
I have a crew prepared for this. I envision filming in late spring or summer. We operate out of Washington, D.C. If anyone else wishes to join, it would enrich the narrative.
Why is this art rather than a documentary? I do not want excessive narration; that would diminish the impact. Contemporary art is raw and uncompromising. Other artists utilize various substances to capture bodily reactions. I intend to capture the natural response, devoid of all pills or narcotics.

If anyone wishes to participate, I would welcome it. However, I only accept those with a genuine desire to do so. I do not wish for anyone to suffer merely for my sake.
I hope this provides clarity.🙂

Thank you.

Ladies,

I apologize if this post doesn't perfectly fit the topic. I am looking for women who experience the same menstrual pain that I do.
I intend to create an art project centered on this theme. I want to share this gift I have received, and perhaps others feel the same way.
I have read that other women suffer from similar pains, though I have yet to meet any personally.
The pain is difficult to describe. It is debilitating. It causes nausea and pulls at the body.
If anyone would like to participate, please send me a private message.

Best regards,