Feeling lonely
in Psychology ·
Hey everyone, since this is the only appropriate thread for this kind of thing, I’m reaching out because I could really use some help.
I don't have anyone in my life. I haven't spoken to my parents for as long as I can remember, and I don't have any friends. I just finished high school, and honestly, I was just counting down the days until I didn't have to look at my classmates anymore. A few days ago, I had a massive blowout with my best friend—the one person I could actually talk to about what was weighing on me. She was always there whenever things got rough. The reason we fought is that lately, she’s been treating me like we were never even close, almost like I’m nothing to her. To be blunt, I didn't deserve that. I’ve always treated her better than anyone else; she never lacked anything from me, and I always went out of my way for her. Then, out of nowhere, she just snapped, and everything we had vanished. I tried to sit her down and talk through it, but she just shut me out coldly. Since then, I’ve hit a breaking point, quite literally. She was the only person I truly cared about and could open up to, and now she’s destroyed that. I haven't slept, eaten, or even drank anything in three days. I don't have one specific "problem" to solve, but I needed to share this somewhere because if I stay in this headspace, it’s going to destroy me.
I don't have anyone in my life. I haven't spoken to my parents for as long as I can remember, and I don't have any friends. I just finished high school, and honestly, I was just counting down the days until I didn't have to look at my classmates anymore. A few days ago, I had a massive blowout with my best friend—the one person I could actually talk to about what was weighing on me. She was always there whenever things got rough. The reason we fought is that lately, she’s been treating me like we were never even close, almost like I’m nothing to her. To be blunt, I didn't deserve that. I’ve always treated her better than anyone else; she never lacked anything from me, and I always went out of my way for her. Then, out of nowhere, she just snapped, and everything we had vanished. I tried to sit her down and talk through it, but she just shut me out coldly. Since then, I’ve hit a breaking point, quite literally. She was the only person I truly cared about and could open up to, and now she’s destroyed that. I haven't slept, eaten, or even drank anything in three days. I don't have one specific "problem" to solve, but I needed to share this somewhere because if I stay in this headspace, it’s going to destroy me.