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Anthony White85 said:Over the last year, I’ve somehow drifted into a state of pure resentment toward everything.
I didn't even realize how much I was isolating myself, turning down invitations and pulling away from everyone. I’ve stopped buying things altogether. My phone screen is shattered, and while I have the savings to fix it, I just can't bring myself to buy anything nice—except for the occasional candy bar or soda.😛
For instance, I dealt with some physical health issues that eventually spiraled into mental ones. Even after my physical health stabilized, I realized I was stuck in a depression. I started lying to people just to push them away, lost all my drive... it’s been a struggle. I wanted to change, but as time went on, I passed up chances at relationships because I felt it wouldn't be fair to get involved while being this unhappy. Avoiding intimacy only made the loneliness worse.
Has anyone else navigated this, or is anyone currently in the same boat? I honestly can't see an end in sight.
Brandon Mitchell;52672123 said:Daniel Booth9 said:There is quite a significant amount of reading to be done. Is it not overwhelming?
Is it not a tragedy when one becomes egoistic, self-centered, and ultimately autodestructive?
Is there any true value left in the craft of a writer?
And yet, there seem to be even more of those mindless ones...
I have no desire to rely on medication, nor do I have the financial means to afford them. Is there truly another way?
While I was...
I shall not be disclosing that to you.
😛
Nature has always held a special place in my heart, especially in its untouched state. Is there anything more profound than the wild?
At some point during my early years of discovery, I began to find interest. Is that not how all great journeys begin?
Would it not be better if, following every tragedy we endure, we could simply visit a doctor and receive a single pill to ease the pain?
This forum would be a perfect fit for Mali.
Is every medication truly an effective solution? Not always.
If you do not assist yourself, who will?
I only ever found chemistry worth studying if there was a rave involved.
Even that was unnecessary.
I am self-sufficient and at peace with myself. Is there anything more important?
If you must know, I drink Chardonnay on a regular basis.🙂
Brandon Mitchell;52656248 said:Daniel Booth9 said:Oh, everything!
It’s all just different sides of the same shady business.
Of course it isn't organic.
One day you're fine, and the next, you're dealing with absolute chaos or discovering someone wasn't who they claimed to be.
So, one has to wonder—why is this happening?
Indeed.
Conspiracy theories, chemtrails, and cookies from overseas...
There is quite a significant amount of reading to be done. Is it not overwhelming?
Is it not a tragedy when one becomes egoistic, self-centered, and ultimately autodestructive?
Is there any true value left in the craft of a writer?
And yet, there seem to be even more of those mindless ones...
I have no desire to rely on medication, nor do I have the financial means to afford them. Is there truly another way?
While I was...
I shall not be disclosing that to you.
😛
Nature has always held a special place in my heart, especially in its untouched state. Is there anything more profound than the wild?
At some point during my early years of discovery, I began to find interest. Is that not how all great journeys begin?
Would it not be better if, following every tragedy we endure, we could simply visit a doctor and receive a single pill to ease the pain?
This forum would be a perfect fit for Mali.
Is every medication truly an effective solution? Not always.
If you do not assist yourself, who will?
I only ever found chemistry worth studying if there was a rave involved.
Even that was unnecessary.
I am self-sufficient and at peace with myself. Is there anything more important?
If you must know, I drink Chardonnay on a regular basis.🙂
Brandon Mitchell said:What on earth does any of this have to do with running a cookie factory in Algeria?
Brandon Mitchell said:Sasro, I freaked out because after she bit me, she told me she was a total snake, and that really spooked me. I figured if I kept going, things would only end badly. Honestly, my luck with women is already pretty terrible, and most of them just leave me hanging—especially these types. Any advice?