Living with Melancholy
in Psychology & Therapy ·
I think I’m stuck in that exact same headspace right now. For me, the breaking point was my breakup—it was my own fault, honestly. I blew it. Now, I’ve just fallen into this massive, hollow void. I can’t get anything done. Getting out of bed in the morning feels like climbing Everest. Everything I do is just... mechanical. No soul in it. And the worst part? I’m dealing with suicidal urges. It’s all because of the guilt. That crushing weight of regret just dragged me straight to rock bottom. It’s been going on for nearly a year and a half now. I really need to force myself to finally see a psychiatrist. This has gone on far too long.