2 posts shown.
So you're feeling disgusted with yourself? That just means you realize you hurt someone you care about. You won't stop feeling this way until you accept that being imperfect doesn't mean you aren't a good, worthy person who deserves beautiful things—even if you messed up in the past. Just learn from the mistakes and keep trying to be your best self...
How many guys does it take before you realize you've just been messing around? It’s totally normal to wonder "what if" with someone else, but think about it... what are you actually looking for? Sex or a real relationship? You can hook up with someone new every night, but building a deep connection isn't that easy.
If you want to try dating someone else, go for it. You're probably pretty young, so you deserve to explore. Just don't cheat on him. He deserves better than that. If you can't give him what he needs, then just let him go.
And honestly, who cares if everyone in your family has gone through a divorce? Even if the statistics say you might too, don't buy into that. Learn from your parents' mistakes. If you actually want a marriage that lasts, you have to stop cheating...