Why?!?
in Lonely Hearts ·
I’m starting to get sick of my own company...
Don't worry, this doesn't have anything to do with that friend... at least, not directly.
I just feel terrible. The first semester of freshman year is over, and I pulled a 4.0 GPA. Everyone else is happy and celebrating, but I just feel empty. Honestly, part of me wishes I wasn't even here. Maybe that would be for the best.
And before anyone asks, no, this isn't just "puberty" or some teenage phase. Last year, something happened that hit me hard, and it's still messing with my life today. It lasted a few months, and by the end, I was completely broken. No one knows about it, and now I just don't have any drive left. I have no strength.
Don't worry, this doesn't have anything to do with that friend... at least, not directly.
I just feel terrible. The first semester of freshman year is over, and I pulled a 4.0 GPA. Everyone else is happy and celebrating, but I just feel empty. Honestly, part of me wishes I wasn't even here. Maybe that would be for the best.
And before anyone asks, no, this isn't just "puberty" or some teenage phase. Last year, something happened that hit me hard, and it's still messing with my life today. It lasted a few months, and by the end, I was completely broken. No one knows about it, and now I just don't have any drive left. I have no strength.