Psychotropic medication discussion thread
in Psychology & Therapy ·
Benjamin Robinson3 said:This is my second time being hospitalized for suicide attempts, and right now I'm on 45 mg of Calixtu and two tablets of Tegretol daily. I have no idea why they have me on an anti-epileptic medication that's strictly for seizures, but whatever. My treatment plan is completely wrong—nothing is working, and the side effects are brutal. I'm dealing with massive hair loss, weight gain, muscle twitches, and a total loss of motor control. Even my speech is messed up; letters blur together, my tongue gets tied, and I end up saying things that make zero sense or use the wrong grammar, even though I’ve always been highly intelligent with excellent command of the English language. Everything feels terrible, and they're planning to discharge me from the hospital next week despite the fact that I haven't improved at all. To make matters worse, my doctor won't even talk to me—he avoids me entirely, but he told the nurses I'm not allowed back here once I leave. I've already been stuck here for a month, and if I ask for a new prescription now, I'll just spend another month struggling to adjust to new meds. I honestly don't know what to do. Should I just stop taking these drugs, or keep pushing through in the hope that they'll actually help?
You're taking Carbamazepine, which is technically an anti-epileptic, but it's actually used quite effectively for psychosis, depression, anxiety, and a bunch of other things. Its uses are pretty broad. That said, the side effects can be brutal; I've seen it firsthand with people in the hospital who were on it. They basically look like zombies. Honestly, you might be better off leaving the hospital with your current prescription, then finding a private psychiatrist once you're home and asking them to adjust your meds. That's exactly what I did when they put me on Klonopin; I couldn't even pull myself out of bed. As soon as I was discharged, I went straight to my doctor and asked for a change.