Psychotropic medication discussion thread
in Psychology & Therapy ·
Is there any kind of cure for when a woman "stabs" you right in the heart?
Look, I’m talking about a woman I wanted to give everything to—to fully commit myself to (I know, I know, sounds incredibly pathetic)—but she just toyed with my emotions until my soul actually aches. It’s honestly embarrassing to even think about mentioning this to my colleagues, describing the sheer misery I'm enduring. It feels like I’ve been brought to my knees by her, and I’ve been stuck in this agonizing, uncomfortable position for over a year now. It’s constant friction; it’s restless; it’s debilitating. But I’m completely obsessed with the very feeling she put me through. It’s reached a point where I find myself seeking out other women just to try and bolster a sense of self-worth that she absolutely crushed with her rejection. I feel terrible 😢
It was especially brutal today, hearing the rumors that she’s been telling people how disappointed she was in me—claiming I was some aggressive guy who was just trying to force himself on her. It’s a complete disaster. Anyone who actually knows me knows I’m the type of guy who wouldn't even step on an ant. When I heard that, I started physically shaking, as if I were actually guilty of something. Am I really supposed to fall ill from the woman I was meant to love?
Look, I’m talking about a woman I wanted to give everything to—to fully commit myself to (I know, I know, sounds incredibly pathetic)—but she just toyed with my emotions until my soul actually aches. It’s honestly embarrassing to even think about mentioning this to my colleagues, describing the sheer misery I'm enduring. It feels like I’ve been brought to my knees by her, and I’ve been stuck in this agonizing, uncomfortable position for over a year now. It’s constant friction; it’s restless; it’s debilitating. But I’m completely obsessed with the very feeling she put me through. It’s reached a point where I find myself seeking out other women just to try and bolster a sense of self-worth that she absolutely crushed with her rejection. I feel terrible 😢
It was especially brutal today, hearing the rumors that she’s been telling people how disappointed she was in me—claiming I was some aggressive guy who was just trying to force himself on her. It’s a complete disaster. Anyone who actually knows me knows I’m the type of guy who wouldn't even step on an ant. When I heard that, I started physically shaking, as if I were actually guilty of something. Am I really supposed to fall ill from the woman I was meant to love?