Posts by briskfox3

Mark Cruz15 said:I mean, we all have imaginary friends sometimes too.

Oh, don't even get me started on that topic...

Maria Cox64 said:briskfox3, I'd really love to get to know you... send me a DM first so we can chat virtually if you're up for it, and then maybe we could even meet up in person if you want...

Just so you know, I'm not actually a real person.

Is there any realistic chance for someone living with IBM and dysphoria to land a steady, normal job?

I honestly wasn't even looking for a BDD right now...
No way, definitely not

I’m just so tired of this dissociation stripping away my memories and everything that used to make me feel like a real person.
It feels like dysphoria is constantly stealing the chance for me to experience life the way any other girl does.
Why can't I just be a woman?
Why did I end up being trans?
And why am I not allowed to just be happy, too?
Why does it feel like nothing I try actually works?
Who would ever want someone as lost and useless as I feel right now?
Honestly, I don't even want a relationship; it's probably better if I stay on my own.
Maybe I'm just meant to be alone.
Nothing really seems to matter anymore anyway...

Besides, by tomorrow, I won't even remember writing this...

Sometimes I honestly feel like I’m just extra baggage in everyone's lives, whether we're hanging out in person or just chatting online..

TikTok has me totally obsessed with the idea of top surgery lately, and now I’m stuck in this hyperfixation loop where I just can't stop feeling all that gender envy. Honestly, how much longer is my brain going to keep doing this to me? Shut up, brain!

Nicole Myers said:duck

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hiddenmarlin14 said:so what about the assignment? 🤔

I totally forgot. It was a flower...

cloud Sen

We can just chat in private messages if you'd like!

I only really post over on AllPoetry. Things feel a little too public here for my liking, since anyone can just wander in and read everything.

Nicole Moore9 said:So, what’s the official diagnosis?

I actually still don't have an official diagnosis yet, even though I've been in therapy for almost a year now.
I mostly write poetry, though I do have one story I'm working on too.
And I try to keep a journal whenever it comes to mind, though I really should do it more often!

Nicole Moore9 said:Go ahead, tell me everything...

Dissociation, switching, mood swings, gender dysphoria, memory gaps, feeling totally drained and unmotivated, plus those intense flashbacks...

Can someone please explain what's actually going on with me? I'm tired of them just swapping out my medications every single time instead of giving me real answers.

I just wish I could become invisible for a little while