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Sandra Martin60 said:Hey Lenny, I'll get back to you this afternoon with the full list of ingredients and the specific protocol for treating carcinoma. I'm at work right now and keep getting interrupted.
Just so you know, I was actually in the exact same boat as everyone here, and I managed to go from being seriously ill to completely healthy in just three months.

I'm waiting...
Nancy Hernandez43 said:I called my mom tonight just to check in. She’s been such an incredible support to me lately, and I’m doing the same for her. She mentioned they ordered some Noni juice for Grandma and she’s thinking about getting some for herself too. The thing is, neither of us actually knows ANYTHING about Noni juice!

Since she’s fighting cancer so successfully right now, I don't see any reason why she shouldn't try it. What do you guys know about Noni juice? How does it work? When is it most effective? Thanks for the input, though I'm pretty sure there's probably been stuff written about it already!

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It won't hurt her... My mom used to drink it, but now she can't stand the taste...
But we know someone who was told five years ago they only had three months left, and they swear by this stuff.
It boosts the immune system. It’s basically for everything. It's especially good for helping people handle treatments and radiation better...
But different illnesses require different dosages. And it isn't cheap.
slymoose4 said:B17, Laetril, or amygdalin—it’s all just one complex molecule made up of two glucose molecules, a molecule of benzaldehyde, and a molecule of cyanide.

Because certain enzymes exist only within tumor cells and not in healthy ones, Laetril breaks down into its component molecules, causing those cancer cells to lose the fight. The FDA famously banned Laetril as a medical treatment, so it seems like you can only find doctors still practicing this in Mexico. While B17 has helped plenty of patients, it appears much more effective when administered intravenously rather than orally. You also have the famous Hun people in northern Pakistan, whose diet is loaded with Laetril, yet they don't suffer from cancer.

Even if this supplement actually works, you shouldn't be touching it without an experienced doctor overseeing the whole process. We need specialists who truly understand how this stuff functions. The problem? Those kinds of doctors are becoming harder to find every single day.

Yeah, exactly like that...
She’s drinking it based on some "recommendation" she got from Mexico.
I heard there’s a clinic over in Chicago that treats patients using IV Laetril. I haven't been able to find anyone around here willing to give me any encouragement or actual advice. I practically cornered my doctor with questions about B17—acting like I was the one who discovered it—but instead of helping, he just threatened to admit me for an evaluation.
It’s fine if my mom wants to try it, but telling someone already undergoing medical treatment to just drop everything for B17? That is an incredibly massive gamble.
What about the Hun people? They start taking it while they're still in their mother's womb... Maybe we should all be doing the same.😕?
It all sounded great at first, but now? I honestly don't know anymore.🤷
Even though Mom was only "given" two or three months, she’s already pushed into her fifth, and her appetite is massive right now (B17 tends to boost that, by the way). That part is good... but she just doesn't look any better.
There aren't any contraindications for it, though I know some people report feeling "poisoned" after using it. And honestly, her skin looks incredible—so soft and smooth. I actually read somewhere that if the FDA ever allowed B17 to be sold freely for cosmetic use, every single skincare cream on the market would probably be pulled from the shelves.
quietwalker50 said:Nothing is lost; there's still a fight left. My mother had surgery back in 1998 for stage four ovarian cancer and a uterine tumor. After the operation, she underwent chemo, and for three or four years, she was doing fine. Her markers were normal, but starting in 2002, they began to climb steadily. No one could figure out why they were rising. Instead of jumping straight to more chemo or radiation, her doctor wanted to find the underlying cause first. In December, she went in for surgery, where they had to remove her right kidney, and they found a massive tumor in her large intestine that couldn't be removed. It caused a total obstruction, which is why she ended up with a stoma. She also has metastases in the liver and small intestine—carcinosis peritonei. The surgeon didn't tell her the full truth, so we've been keeping it from her. We actually used Photoshop to edit her discharge papers, removing the parts that didn't fit just so she wouldn't realize how dire her condition really is. Her main struggle right now is the stoma and her desperate wish to go back to how things were before. For now, she’s okay; she doesn't look nearly as bad as she actually feels. She stays positive, thinking she's cancer-free. I just hope she can hold on for a long time if she remains unaware of the metastases. The surgeon didn't recommend further chemotherapy, but she wants to check her markers at the oncology clinic. Does anyone know what the effects of taking B17 are on malignant cells as an alternative treatment? Apparently, B17 is most concentrated in apricot seeds.
and has anyone tried treating cancer this way?
The fight goes on.

My mom has been using B17 for four months now, 1500mg daily in pill form. She also eats apricot kernels; people say the ones from South America are the best. The local ones here are sweet, but they need to be bitter.
The kernel consists of sugar and cyanide; supposedly, cancer loves sugar so it gets "caught," and then the cyanide attacks the cancer cells. While using B17, you have to avoid all other sweets, otherwise, it won't work. On top of that, she takes certain vitamins like C, Ca, and Mg...
So... I don't know how she would cope if she wasn't taking B17...
It's pancreatic cancer, so we aren't losing anything since there isn't any other medical therapy being used...
The doctor told us that B17 won't help her, but it won't hurt her either.
Ved;12532140 said:Hannah Thomas28, it’s been a while! How are things going on your end? How is your mom doing?

I started typing out a reply and then my computer just died on me!!!
So I'll keep this brief.
What can I even say? I’m still here, checking in whenever I get a chance. I spend most of my time googling, trying to find some miracle story about someone who actually beat this or extended their life... But nothing.
We don't mention the tumor around her. She won't allow it. She insists it isn't there... she's in denial.
Mom is losing weight rapidly, even though her appetite is through the roof. She also gets terrible back pain, mostly at night, which is typical for pancreatic cancer. (She thinks it's just her scoliosis acting up, so we let her believe that.)
Every so often, she gets some swelling around the base of her nose and these tiny dark bumps all over. Could that be from metastasis?
It's been nearly five months since the diagnosis. They told us we had two to five months left... She's still taking B17, reishi, and noni.
And me? I’m just stuck in this state of disbelief, perpetually sad and physically exhausted.
I'm trying to brace myself for what's coming—the increased pain and the moment she finally realizes the pain is from the tumor and that she's dying. I'm terrified she might give up entirely because of how she used to view people in her position... why suffer, right?
So, that's where I am... just hanging in there...

Wishing you all the best
and hope
I just watched the report!
You guys are amazing!

Ivanna, and you're gorgeous too!
Carol Ramirez said:Thank you all so much!
I knew this day was coming, but the disbelief isn't going away anytime soon.
I spent Last Night crying my eyes out, and all I can hear echoing in my head is my Grandfather's wail: "Reach out your hand, honey!!"
I am so incredibly attached to him. There is no way—just like Melissa Kim45 said—that I could ever call him my late Grandpa. He’s still so present; I can still see him laughing, eating my soup, and telling me, "Grandpa loves you." Most of my childhood memories revolve around him. He was the one bright spot in a pretty dark upbringing, which is saying a lot. For the year following his diagnosis, we had this little ritual where we’d "test" the day by having him sing his favorite song. We’d rate how good the day was based on how strong his voice sounded. We’d get so excited whenever he sang at full volume. It was our secret code, our way of gauging everything.
I feel terrible burdenng you all with this; it feels pathetically heavy, but I just need to vent like this to breathe. I have this desperate urge to relive every single memory of him—his blunders, his little quirks. I want to etch his movements, the way his eyes used to crinkle when he laughed, the way he’d stroke my hair... I need to let it all pour out of me, because maybe then it will be easier. Maybe then I’ll go numb and finally be quiet. But I can't talk about this with my own family; it's just too hard for everyone right now.
Thanks again for the selfless support. I’ll keep coming back here because I can't break this routine; I can't just close the Tab in Firefox that leads to this thread. I lost this battle, but the experience left something massive behind. If anyone needs advice regarding small cell lung cancer or anything that might ease the struggle, please reach out. It would be my pleasure to help if I can.
Stay strong!!!

I held my Grandfather's hand right before he passed, too. And my father-in-law (melanoma)...
And I was there during the final days when my then-husband's sister passed (breast cancer, age 41)...
And now this with Mom...
It honestly feels like talking to those closest to you is the hardest part, because they are going through total chaos themselves. It’s hard to even look them in the eye.
And you didn't lose the battle! You showed up, and that matters. You're still showing up by being here. Your Grandpa still loves you.
Even today, I can still feel my Grandfather's and Grandmother's kisses on my cheeks.
Your Grandfather is proud of you.
Nancy Hernandez43 said:Everyone handles struggles differently. My dad did the same thing—just let himself go and left everything to Mom. His main priority was making sure she had everything she needed at every single moment... he’d even go hungry just to ensure she was taken care of. After six months of 24/7 caregiving, his health finally gave out three days ago. I honestly can't wrap my head around why this is all happening.

When people ask how I managed to fight through my mom's battle—I can tell you, it was through tears. Between being blindsided by issues at college and dealing with endless drama from a hundred different directions, I was right on the edge of a nervous breakdown. Every time I felt it coming on, I just took a deep breath and told myself I was stronger than this and that it wouldn't break me...

Hang in there and please, look after your own health!

How is your father doing?
Megan Lewis said:Unfortunately, my dad passed away from this. It started with jaundice, followed by surgery, then palliative care. The prognosis was grim since he had metastases in his liver, pelvis, and kidneys. He was discharged much like your mom was—they didn't even send him to an oncologist; I actually took his test results to the specialist myself just to get him started on treatment. Sadly, the jaundice didn't clear up enough, so he had to undergo radiation, which is absolutely brutal when it's in the abdominal area. I truly believe if his liver enzymes had been different, he might have been able to start chemo immediately, which could have changed everything. They prescribed Gemzar for his chemo, which is supposedly easier to handle than other drugs.
Basically, he went through 12 radiation sessions, which he struggled to endure, and he passed away just two months after the diagnosis.
I don't want to scare you—I know the doctors have already told you how heavy this diagnosis is—but if I were in your shoes, I would fight. Go see an oncologist, look into alternative options, arm yourself with patience, and just go for it. Based on what you wrote, the fact that there are no metastases makes this a slightly more favorable situation, and it’s definitely worth getting a second opinion. Also, there are two types of this malignancy: one progresses rapidly, while the other is slower. Maybe your mom has the slower type? To offer some comfort, a friend's father lived for four years with this diagnosis without major issues.
Regarding diet, the best thing is to follow a liver-friendly diet to help the jaundice clear as quickly as possible. That means strictly white meat, nothing with peas or anything cooked with onions, day-old white bread, cooked fruit, moderate salt, no fried foods—everything should be lean. Also, try some tea or a supplement to detox the system. Any dairy used must be low-fat.
You have to stay strong. Don't let your mom lose heart; that's the first requirement for successful treatment. You simply have to maintain hope.

I am so sorry about your dad... He left far too soon.
My mom's jaundice cleared within two weeks of her surgery, but she very quickly developed micrometastases in her liver. For now, though, she doesn't seem to have any symptoms. She's hungry; we tried macrobiotics, but it's incredibly complicated. It's a lifestyle that starts the moment you wake up... I even went to some introductory classes. The only thing is she occasionally complains of pains in her lower back... I know it's because of the cancer, but I tell myself it might just be from lying down too much. Did your dad experience pain?
My father is dealing with this exact same situation...
I don't even know this man anymore... Who is this stranger lurking around my apartment?! It honestly scares me. Every time I try to talk to him, we end up in a massive fight.😈 He’s completely let himself go. He wears the same shirt and the same pants for days on end, even though my laundry machine is running NON-STOP. On top of that, he’s started drinking way more than he should. His excuse? That nobody ever asks how *he* is doing! Well, who asked me?! NOBODY! Who asks Mom? They spend maybe half an hour a day with her! Then he snaps at me and demands to know why I’m so high-strung! Half the time, I can't even understand what he's saying. To top it off, he actually brought home a grocery list of things HE is "allowed" to eat! He isn't even sick; he’s just a little overweight! According to him, he shouldn't be eating anything at all! And I’m over here cooking for three different people!!! Seriously, get this—he actually had the nerve to say he wouldn't be able to get remarried!!!!!!! Poor guy, claiming nobody cooks like she does! My mother is still very much alive, you know! I’m serving him around like I’m some kind of live-in maid! Then I just count to ten and tell myself, "Ana, calm down, these are just Godly trials." But I am EXHAUSTED. Most days, I don't even know what I'm doing or where I left my stuff. My only peace is at night when everyone else is asleep; that's the only time I have for myself. I don't crash until about 2:00 AM because the exhaustion and mental tension make it impossible to sleep, and then the whole cycle starts all over again...
My parents moved in with me, even though they live just two streets away, simply because it was easier. I’m up at 6:30 AM to prep Mom’s medications, teas, and breakfast, then get my son ready for school, then get Dad everything he needs, and then walk the dog... it's a thousand things. Even my ex-husband tells me I look terrible because I've lost weight (which I needed to do anyway, but it wasn't by choice—it's probably just the stress taking its toll) and says I'm clearly frustrated! He even suggested I must be seeing someone!!!!! What is happening to my life?!!!!!
Am I heading for a nervous breakdown? Sometimes I can't believe what's happening to me; I feel like hysterically laughing or cutting my hair in front of the mirror and smearing red lipstick all over my mouth.😂
And now he's getting on my nerves again... When is he finally going to go to sleep???
Carol Ramirez said:We buried my Grandfather today. He was like a second father to me, my absolute rock.
I honestly don't know how to move forward. Everywhere I look, there’s just a reminder of everything we went through—his pill bottles, all the meals I used to prep for him, the prescriptions, the lab results, his glasses. If I could, I’d just run away to Mars.

I can only imagine what you're going through... I am so incredibly sorry. My deepest condolences.
Thank you so much!
You’re like sunlight breaking through the gray clouds of ignorance I've built over my own ocean of grief. I know I'm drowning in it, but I also know I have to hit rock bottom just so I can kick off the floor and swim back to the surface.
I'm changing, I can feel it... I guess transformation always requires a little pain.

Angela Wright, if you happen to hear anything about a bioenergetic healer or someone like that...
This is getting hard... I’ve been reading through everyone's posts for a while now, feeling like a bit of a "spy." I feed on your good news, but then I just sink when I read the bad ones.
My mom's pancreatic cancer metastasized to her liver after just two months... We were already in total shock when they told us after her surgery that she might not even make it through the day, because they "lost" her three times during the procedure. I can't even describe how much I cried back then. I honestly thought I wouldn't see her again or even get to hug her. But we made it through that. She’s doing fine and looks great. So how can she have cancer?!!!!!
She understands there's cancer, but she doesn't grasp what metastasis means, and of course, she doesn't know those horrific medical prognoses. She isn't doing chemo or radiation, since they told her it wouldn't help anyway.
It is so difficult to watch someone who still has energy, looks healthy, has no symptoms or pain... She’s even hungry.
I had hope, but I feel like I'm losing it. I'm just letting go. Today, I'm depressed. But this isn't who I am!
She’s taking so many things. B17, Reishi, colloidal silver, apricot kernels, Noni syrup, nettle... I'm even considering energy healers. I don't know anymore.
We finally felt like we were "stabilizing"—I mean, if she has cancer, you can still live with it; there are no metastases, everything else looks clear. Then, out of nowhere, yesterday happened.
"It's not good," the doctor says...
And I have to pretend to be happy and upbeat, when all I want to do is run into her arms and scream, "Mom, help me!" Right... she's supposed to be the one helping me!!!
I've entered the dark chambers of my temple; tears and fears are becoming my demons.
Sometimes I escape to the rooms of my childhood, because those demons can't follow me there...

What can I say... I've always told people that before they say something stupid to their loved ones—before they fight or insult them—they should stop and think. They need to realize there will come a day when they are begging to turn back time, wishing they hadn't said certain things or perhaps *should* have said them. I guess I need to think that way too... As if time could be reversed. Just a little more.

I feel like a sailboat on the open ocean being hit by winds from every direction, and I don't know how to handle the sails. The waves are slamming me from all sides, spinning me in circles... God, please help me set my sails and catch my wind.

My name is Sorrow.
Angela Wright said:My mom passed away peacefully this morning.
Thank you all for standing by me during this incredibly difficult chapter of my life.
Love you all! May God bless you in your own struggles. Keep pushing forward.

You are such a fighter and a truly wonderful person. Your mother had an angel right by her side.
I’ve read through everything you wrote, and honestly, your posts—along with everyone else on this forum—have given me so much strength and clarity.
We keep moving forward... on the path of hope.
And I believe, I know, that "on the other side," there is a world where love is just the way things are, and happiness isn't fleeting, but eternal. Your mother left her temple like a queen, in all her glory.
My deepest condolences.
Angela Wright said:My mom passed away peacefully this morning.
Thank you all for being there for me during this incredibly difficult time.
Love you guys! May God bless you in everything you're going through. Hang in there.

So sorry for your loss.
Thanks so much!

I picked up some B17, so we'll see how it goes.
I don't know anything about macrobiotics—it doesn't look easy at all...
I need some help here.
Has anyone dealt with pancreatic tumors before?
My mom was diagnosed with cancer in the head of her pancreas just a month ago. She ended up in the hospital with "painless" jaundice; we all thought it was just gallstones. She’s had surgery now, and they removed the lymph nodes just to be safe. There aren't any metastases. Though, from what I can gather, it doesn't even matter if there are—the fact that it's right there on the pancreas is bad enough.
The statistics are devastating. They told us we're looking at 2 to 6 months, even though she actually seems to be doing okay right now.
No chemo, no radiation...
They even told us to let her eat whatever she wants! And most importantly, not to tell her! Of course, we told her everything, just not those grim statistics.
I can't find a single success story out there. Or even someone who survived longer than expected.
I'm losing hope... This Sickness is overwhelming.