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I’ll try to summarize what’s going on, mainly because I’m terrified of actually seeing a doctor. No matter how much I try to convince myself I've figured it out or guess what's wrong, I know I have to face it eventually. Here is what I'm dealing with:
About five or six years ago, I first felt this shortness of breath—that specific sensation where it feels like your lungs just can't fully expand. That feeling would stick around for a week or two, then things would be fine for about six months before it hit me again. I’ve stayed physically active through cycling and tennis, and honestly, it never really seemed to interfere with my workouts at the time.
Then, early last October, things took a turn. One morning, it hit me out of nowhere: choking sensations on my left side and neck area, combined with heart palpitations. My blood pressure spiked to 180/110 and my heart rate was over 100. I went to the ER, and they basically gave me a sedative injection to calm me down. They also prescribed some Xanax to take until the course was finished, acting as if I was just stressed out about something.
Since then, things have actually gotten slightly worse. I don't feel the palpitations as often now, but I get this other sensation—that same tightness on the left side and a feeling of lightheadedness, like I’m about to pass out. It mostly happens in the evenings. Sometimes there’s weakness in my left arm or a dull ache when it hits. When that happens, I take a 1.5 or 3 mg Xanax pill, and the discomfort subsides pretty quickly.
I also deal with a frequent need to cough, producing phlegm that is either clear and sticky or white and sticky...
I’m 30 years old, and the worst part is how I’m handling this. It’s pathetic, really, but I’m behaving like a child because I am deathly afraid to go to the doctor for tests or imaging on my lungs and heart. Based on these symptoms, I’m convinced that's exactly what the issue is.
If anyone here has dealt with this or knows someone who has, please say something. Anything helps. This constant anxiety is killing me. I don't know where I stand, but the thought of a doctor telling me it's something life-threatening is paralyzing. At the same time, I know that by stalling on these checkups, I'm only making things worse for myself. I'm lost.🙂😕
About five or six years ago, I first felt this shortness of breath—that specific sensation where it feels like your lungs just can't fully expand. That feeling would stick around for a week or two, then things would be fine for about six months before it hit me again. I’ve stayed physically active through cycling and tennis, and honestly, it never really seemed to interfere with my workouts at the time.
Then, early last October, things took a turn. One morning, it hit me out of nowhere: choking sensations on my left side and neck area, combined with heart palpitations. My blood pressure spiked to 180/110 and my heart rate was over 100. I went to the ER, and they basically gave me a sedative injection to calm me down. They also prescribed some Xanax to take until the course was finished, acting as if I was just stressed out about something.
Since then, things have actually gotten slightly worse. I don't feel the palpitations as often now, but I get this other sensation—that same tightness on the left side and a feeling of lightheadedness, like I’m about to pass out. It mostly happens in the evenings. Sometimes there’s weakness in my left arm or a dull ache when it hits. When that happens, I take a 1.5 or 3 mg Xanax pill, and the discomfort subsides pretty quickly.
I also deal with a frequent need to cough, producing phlegm that is either clear and sticky or white and sticky...
I’m 30 years old, and the worst part is how I’m handling this. It’s pathetic, really, but I’m behaving like a child because I am deathly afraid to go to the doctor for tests or imaging on my lungs and heart. Based on these symptoms, I’m convinced that's exactly what the issue is.
If anyone here has dealt with this or knows someone who has, please say something. Anything helps. This constant anxiety is killing me. I don't know where I stand, but the thought of a doctor telling me it's something life-threatening is paralyzing. At the same time, I know that by stalling on these checkups, I'm only making things worse for myself. I'm lost.🙂😕