melloworca6 said:The instructions clearly state this is prescription-only. My advice is to avoid taking anything on your own for now—not supplements, not "natural" remedies, nothing you’ve just heard might help...
I realize you're feeling anxious right now, and it's incredibly frustrating not knowing what's going on, but messing around with random supplements or medications before you have a diagnosis could easily make things much worse. Just wait until the test results come back and see what the doctors actually tell you...
Honestly, I'm not even that worried about whatever they might find; if it's my time to kick the bucket, then it's my time, and there's nothing to be done about it. It won't be the first time or the last. I'll just reincarnate (hopefully as someone more modern like Ava Karabatić 🤣 ) and move on... 😁
What really gets under my skin is this current state I'm in, especially because of this distorted sense of consciousness that simply won't let up. That's why I was looking for something to take the edge off. If you all say to stay away from everything, then fine, I won't take anything... 😍
There is one other thing I've noticed. I get restless in the evenings, which is something I've mentioned a few times now, and it's been my primary symptom over the last four days or so. I'll try to fall asleep, struggle for three hours, and then suddenly it's like I just black out into sleep. But leading up to that, my leg won't stop moving, my hand is twitching, I'm tossing and turning, and the dizziness just intensifies...
When I wake up in the morning, my body feels relaxed, and I feel a mild lightheadedness—the kind you get when you first wake up—but that distorted sense of awareness is still there, though it's relatively less intense than it is at night...
I've realized that as the day winds down, the symptoms seem to escalate. Also, I don't feel any mental exhaustion during the day, which makes me think this whole situation might actually be my body's way of manifesting some sort of deep fatigue...
I have the weekend off and I'm home alone, so I'm going to try to rest today, head to bed early, and stay in bed tomorrow as long as humanly possible. Perhaps some form of exhaustion truly did throw me off balance, and that's primarily why I'm feeling so low...