Morgan Rodriguez57
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joined Oct 2011
John Lennon was such a complex guy...
It feels like public memory has just scrubbed away all the messy parts—they basically turned him into some kind of saint, which... well, he really wasn't...
He could be incredibly blunt, almost harsh when he set his sights on someone... I mean, there’s that famous, biting line from a song where he takes aim at McCartney: "Paul, how do you sleep, you cunt"...
He dealt with bouts of depression quite often, usually paired with those dry spells where the inspiration just wouldn't come... That first major depressive stretch actually played a huge role in The Beatles breaking up, mostly because McCartney started shoulderng all the weight regarding the business and the creative direction—which wasn't exactly sitting well with Lennon or Harrison... eventually, that led to that awkward 3:1 dynamic where Paul was basically running the show...
Even though they patched things up later, Lennon used to be pretty sarcastic toward Harrison, sometimes even refusing to play his songs...
He was constantly searching for some sort of moral or spiritual North Star to follow, but he always seemed to end up disappointed... just drifting from one thing to the next... It’s funny, in a way, how people look to him for answers when he was still out there searching for them himself, endlessly...
Still, he was a musician who could pull a masterpiece out of thin air, even during his most creatively barren stretches...
Lennon didn't want to be just another rock star; he wanted to be something more... He actually felt a bit of envy toward McCartney, who moved so easily within the high-society circles and was the first to dive headfirst into those avant-garde musical experiments... Then Yoko Ono came along and showed him a whole new path—philosophically, politically, and musically... It revitalized him, really. He wasn't just a rocker anymore; he started experimenting too... And then it was McCartney's turn to feel the jealousy: he suddenly dropped all the experimental stuff just because Lennon had started doing it... 🙏
His relationship with Yoko Ono was... complicated, to say the least... Some people think she was the authority figure he was always looking for... He spent about a year and a half with a mistress before ultimately coming back to his wife... When he did, Mick Jagger remarked, "I lost a friend," because Yoko was so insistent on managing Lennon's social circle...
Even if he seemed more passive or submissive in the relationship, Lennon certainly knew how to give his wife some "unforgettable" moments... They were at this party once, and he started making out with a guest right in front of everyone, before leading her off to a side room where you could clearly hear they weren't just talking...
And then there was the addiction... It started with marijuana, then moved into LSD... eventually, both he and Yoko hit a wall with heroin, and they went through hell until they finally got clean... There are even stories about him using cocaine...