jadesailor14 said:you didn't really mention what it was actually like
so please, tell us more—like, what kind of conclusions did you guys reach? Did any of it actually help? And what kind of "official" therapy are you currently on?
thanks 🙂
So, I showed up, sat down, and honestly, I was just totally lost because I had zero expectations of how this whole thing would go.
First, he asked if I was left-handed or right-handed, and which hand I’d use to hold a baby😍
Then he asked about my first period, grabbed a pen and paper, and started sketching stuff out. He drew a straight line, marked one end and said, "this is your birthday," then marked the other side and said, "and this is today." Then he put a dot in the middle and said that’s when my seizures started. Before that, he wanted to know exactly when they began so he could pin down that specific window. After that, it was a barrage of questions about stress, family drama, college life, whether I have a boyfriend—all that stuff. I gotta admit, I was being pretty skeptical the whole time, just smirking because I had no clue why he was digging into all this. Then he told me this story—the one I mentioned earlier—about a little girl whose seizures were triggered by her grandmother. Apparently, the grandma gave her a smack, and it manifested as seizures—not from the physical hit, but from the psychological trauma. The kid just couldn't handle it. Even though the grandma and granddaughter stayed close after the incident, the girl kept having episodes whenever she was near her. Once they were separated, the seizures stopped, but as soon as the grandma came back, they were right back.
He basically told me to sit with everything, really dig into my past, my environment, and myself to find the root cause. And once I figure that out, then I should come back.
It’s been two and a half months since then, but let's be real—I haven't done much about it. Every now and then his words pop into my head, but I just don't have the bandwidth right now to go digging through my "inner self" or "surroundings," so... yeah. 🤷
Maybe there’s something to it, maybe not.
At the end of it all, he said I can take meds if I want, but I don't have to, because his theory—well, their whole medical philosophy—is centered on self-healing. They aren't big believers in drugs; they see them as just poisoning or tricking the body.
Anyway, I'm on 100 mg of Lamictal, split into 50 in the morning and 50 at night...
Not sure what else to say... 🤷 😕 😢
I haven't reached a conclusion yet because I honestly don't know—I still need to do that soul-searching I mentioned before I can even think about going back for another session....