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Look, after spending months lurking and reading about everyone else's struggles, I’ve finally decided to step up and lay out my own saga.
I’m 31 years old, and since puberty, it has been a non-stop war against breakouts, acne, scarring, spots, and those deep, painful bumps. It feels like there isn't a single known therapy I haven't cycled through—everything from Clindamycin and every flavor of antibiotic imaginable to Skinoren, benzoyl peroxide, birth control like Yaz, various estheticians, glycolic acid, and even cryotherapy... everything except Accutane.
I was on birth control for about five years, and honestly, it helped quite a bit. The breakouts didn't stop entirely, but the situation was significantly more manageable. It was at a point where I could actually focus on fixing the scars. Well, that’s where luck failed me; I stumbled right into the hands of a Dr. Miller and his so-called "miracle" methods, which just left me with a handful of fresh new scars. Dr. Miller ended up being blacklisted—partly due to his reckless techniques and partly because of some shady financial dealings. All I really needed was a dab of acne cream on a fresh breakout and something like an acne oxidizer on a popped one, plus a decent moisturizer, because all this aggressive "treatment" combined with aging means I'm starting to see fine lines.
Six months ago, I decided it was time to try for a baby. My OB-GYN told me to just stop the birth control and see what happens. Since I have PCOS, the risks are high—irregular cycles, acne, difficulty conceiving... and well, that is exactly what is playing out. My cycle is 👎 I didn't get pregnant, and the acne 😲
It started gradually, of course, but then it hit like a geometric progression 😉 steadily and surely—first one pimple, then three, then seven, then fifteen, then thirty-two... now my face is so inflamed it looks like I got stung by a swarm of bees along my jawline; I am completely red and swollen. And it hurts and it itcheshhhh... 😲 I suspect part of the reason is that I wasn't being nearly careful enough with sun exposure while at the beach. I simply didn't think it could impact things this much. I forgot. For years while I was on birth control, I used to tan without a second thought.
So, I get back from the coast, take a round of Geomicin, and nothing. I go to a dermatologist in downtown Chicago—the woman looks horrified, but she tells me she has something I haven't tried yet that will surely help. Erythromycin combined with benzoyl peroxide. The woman literally forgot that I had told her two minutes prior that I was ALREADY using THAT EXACT COMBO. Then she tells me to stop taking the Geomicin so I don't poison myself unnecessarily if it isn't working. So, I head home feeling happy, having wasted an entire morning for absolutely nothing.
In the meantime, I've started running tests—blood work, urine, thyroid, hormones... we'll see where things stand.
But—as often happens when a problem drags on this long—I’ve become a bit of a self-diagnosed doctor. I'm convinced the issue lies with my ovaries. They seem to be the source of all these "joys." As for what triggered them—I still don't know. So, I'm going to tackle that head-on and focus on getting ready for a baby. After that, we'll see.
Anyway, I would love to hear from anyone who has gone through something similar. And if my story helps someone else, I’ll be glad.
One thing I want to emphasize to everyone: do not buy those "REVOLUTIONARY" creams or any other nonsense. Take that money and spend it on a better haircut, some clothes, or a nice pair of shoes if you want to feel better. For acne and breakouts, the cure is somewhere inside you. You aren't going to fix it at a CVS or a Walgreens.
I'm also curious if anyone has experience with aromatherapy or homeopathy regarding this. Because, naturally, I have 🤣 but I don't feel like venting too much right now. Maybe another time when we revisit the topic.
I’m 31 years old, and since puberty, it has been a non-stop war against breakouts, acne, scarring, spots, and those deep, painful bumps. It feels like there isn't a single known therapy I haven't cycled through—everything from Clindamycin and every flavor of antibiotic imaginable to Skinoren, benzoyl peroxide, birth control like Yaz, various estheticians, glycolic acid, and even cryotherapy... everything except Accutane.
I was on birth control for about five years, and honestly, it helped quite a bit. The breakouts didn't stop entirely, but the situation was significantly more manageable. It was at a point where I could actually focus on fixing the scars. Well, that’s where luck failed me; I stumbled right into the hands of a Dr. Miller and his so-called "miracle" methods, which just left me with a handful of fresh new scars. Dr. Miller ended up being blacklisted—partly due to his reckless techniques and partly because of some shady financial dealings. All I really needed was a dab of acne cream on a fresh breakout and something like an acne oxidizer on a popped one, plus a decent moisturizer, because all this aggressive "treatment" combined with aging means I'm starting to see fine lines.
Six months ago, I decided it was time to try for a baby. My OB-GYN told me to just stop the birth control and see what happens. Since I have PCOS, the risks are high—irregular cycles, acne, difficulty conceiving... and well, that is exactly what is playing out. My cycle is 👎 I didn't get pregnant, and the acne 😲
It started gradually, of course, but then it hit like a geometric progression 😉 steadily and surely—first one pimple, then three, then seven, then fifteen, then thirty-two... now my face is so inflamed it looks like I got stung by a swarm of bees along my jawline; I am completely red and swollen. And it hurts and it itcheshhhh... 😲 I suspect part of the reason is that I wasn't being nearly careful enough with sun exposure while at the beach. I simply didn't think it could impact things this much. I forgot. For years while I was on birth control, I used to tan without a second thought.
So, I get back from the coast, take a round of Geomicin, and nothing. I go to a dermatologist in downtown Chicago—the woman looks horrified, but she tells me she has something I haven't tried yet that will surely help. Erythromycin combined with benzoyl peroxide. The woman literally forgot that I had told her two minutes prior that I was ALREADY using THAT EXACT COMBO. Then she tells me to stop taking the Geomicin so I don't poison myself unnecessarily if it isn't working. So, I head home feeling happy, having wasted an entire morning for absolutely nothing.
In the meantime, I've started running tests—blood work, urine, thyroid, hormones... we'll see where things stand.
But—as often happens when a problem drags on this long—I’ve become a bit of a self-diagnosed doctor. I'm convinced the issue lies with my ovaries. They seem to be the source of all these "joys." As for what triggered them—I still don't know. So, I'm going to tackle that head-on and focus on getting ready for a baby. After that, we'll see.
Anyway, I would love to hear from anyone who has gone through something similar. And if my story helps someone else, I’ll be glad.
One thing I want to emphasize to everyone: do not buy those "REVOLUTIONARY" creams or any other nonsense. Take that money and spend it on a better haircut, some clothes, or a nice pair of shoes if you want to feel better. For acne and breakouts, the cure is somewhere inside you. You aren't going to fix it at a CVS or a Walgreens.
I'm also curious if anyone has experience with aromatherapy or homeopathy regarding this. Because, naturally, I have 🤣 but I don't feel like venting too much right now. Maybe another time when we revisit the topic.