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crimsonfox26 said:What symptoms are we talking about here?
My suggestion—before you throw more money at endless testing—is to invest in psychotherapy (CBT).
Personally, I wouldn't jump straight to antidepressants. Push yourself to stay active—go for walks, get some exercise. And make sure you're replacing any vitamin deficiencies.
Pay close attention to your diet, too; stick to foods that actually provide energy.
I’m depressed because I can see my body just isn't functioning—I'm missing out on way too much life because I am constantly too exhausted to do anything. The anxiety comes from the paranoia regarding my health; I feel like I have some serious underlying illness, I'm terrified of the future, and I can't see any light at the end of the tunnel since this has been dragging on for months—maybe even a year. I don't know if I'm becoming a hypochondriac—since I haven't received an official diagnosis yet—but I'm constantly searching for symptoms in the hope that they might finally clarify the situation.
I've tried fighting this with willpower for months, but I can't win. I either have to fix my brain or fix my body.