Olivia Cooper27 said:I won't drag this out too much—I took about thirty 5mg Normabals, and I won't even get started on the liters of alcohol I downed beforehand... Look, I don't need a psychiatrist; I am not "mentally ill" or anything like that, and frankly, I don't need any help from those institutions because they'll just drive you even more insane. This was a breaking point—or more accurately, a complete breakdown. I slept for 28 hours straight, though I did wake up a few times before drifting right back under. No, thank you—I don't want an ER visit or a stomach pump; I’m just incredibly intoxicated and I can't talk or walk properly. Even a cold shower isn't doing anything; I managed to eat a tiny bit, but for the most part, I just can't function. I just want to get rid of these damn symptoms. Before anyone starts judging me, please don't—I'm telling you, after everything I've been through, I did what I did. No, I don't have suicidal thoughts; I just wanted to sleep off this wretched New Year and stop thinking about everything. Thanks in advance.
1. If you haven't felt anything by now, you probably won't. Though you got incredibly lucky that you didn't stop breathing after popping 150mg of Valium.
2. After taking that many pills, it's pretty stupid to try and act like everything is totally fine.
3. Usually, people who pull the "pill suicide" card are just faking it and putting on a show for attention.
4. I'm fairly certain you're going to keep having these episodes in the future unless you actually take yourself seriously.
5. You need a psychiatrist.
6. Thread closed.