ambermason822
NewcomerOP
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joined Jan 2011
Hey everyone, just popping back in to give you all a little update..
My period finally arrived, and honestly, I feel a bit better—it’s probably mostly mental. I actually went to see a psychiatrist, and it was a really solid experience. The guy was so incredibly kind and chill that I ended up opening up like an open book; I even shed a few tears. He basically told me that I’m a perfectly healthy woman, but that everything I’ve been through since having the baby has just been way too much stress on my system. Between obsessing over potential illnesses and jumping from CT scans to MRIs, checking my thyroid, seeing gynecologists, and hitting up cardiologists... it’s been a lot. He actually told me to take his word for it and stop all the extra testing already. He wants me to just relax and start focusing on things other than being sick.
He pointed out that I have this massive fear of things going wrong and that I’m dealing with some mild panic attacks. So, he prescribed Oxazepam 10 mg three times a day to help with the anxiety, plus half a pill of Dell 20 mg daily as an antidepressant. He even swore on his gray beard that I'll be totally fine within two months. Well, I took my first dose of Oxazepam and half a Dell this morning, and I gotta tell you, I’m feeling a little "lost at sea." I'm super groggy and everything feels a bit trippy right now. 😲😲 Maybe it’s just how it is at the start, though. I’ll probably get used to it..