Lisa Chavez13
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joined Nov 2007
Just checking in! I survived. As for the cream, it actually worked, though I was low-key terrified they’d call me in too early because I was worried it wouldn't kick in yet.
When they finally took the patch off, I was pretty sure I wouldn't feel a thing—and I didn't. But I still pulled my jacket over my head just so I wouldn't have to see anything. I basically hid behind my other hand.
I didn't feel any pain, but I had to hang out for a bit with all those people holding cotton balls and dealing with urine samples. Honestly, watching that made me feel sick, and I started feeling like I was going to pass out. I didn't, though. My mom said I turned completely pale, so I laid down for a second and felt better. That fear is really the main reason I felt so lightheaded. Still, this definitely makes things easier. Plus, the nurse drawing my blood was amazing. She suggested I skip the cream next time, but I told her that's asking way too much of me.
Last time they drew blood, I was already starting to spiral the moment the needle hit, but today would've been totally fine if I could've just walked away immediately.
The environment is what kills you. It's just too heavy.