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Peter Davis6 Peter Davis6 NewcomerOP
5 messages
joined Jun 2007
#1 ·
Anyone here dealt with this condition before?
Basically, the collagen in the deeper layers of the skin just starts breaking down. It triggers this constant stinging, aching, and itching, but since the issue isn't on the surface, you can throw all the creams in the world at it and nothing works.
All in all, it’s the kind of thing that won't kill you—unless it starts hitting your internal organs—but it'll absolutely wreck your quality of life.
Any thoughts?
mistyranger51 mistyranger51 Member
44 messages
joined Jan 2009
#2 ·
Peter Davis6 said:Anyone here dealt with this condition before?
Basically, the collagen in the deeper layers of the skin just starts breaking down. It triggers this constant stinging, aching, and itching, but since the issue isn't on the surface, you can throw all the creams in the world at it and nothing works.
All in all, it’s the kind of thing that won't kill you—unless it starts hitting your internal organs—but it'll absolutely wreck your quality of life.
Any thoughts?

There’s a big difference between systemic and circumscribed scleroderma! Which one are you dealing with? I’ve had the circumscribed version on just one leg for 28 years now—I'm 35 total. Back when it was flaring up, I was getting massive doses of corticosteroids and penicillin via injection. Then, after three months—thank God—it finally stopped. My leg is thinner and about 1.5 cm shorter now, but that's it. No other issues, except my immune system is a bit weak, so rheumatoid arthritis caught up with me last year. All in all, I live a pretty normal life with it. This thing is super rare... at least I don't know anyone else who has it. I was watching a movie on CBS a month ago about a woman (this mostly hits women, anyway) who had systemic scleroderma, and I cried through the whole thing. Now I realize how lucky I am to have "only" the localized kind. Reach out and let me know what you're going through!👍👍👍
mistyranger51 mistyranger51 Member
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#3 ·
mistyranger51 said:There’s a big difference between systemic and circumscribed scleroderma! Which one are you dealing with? I’ve had the circumscribed version on just one leg for 28 years now—I'm 35 total. Back when it was flaring up, I was getting massive doses of corticosteroids and penicillin via injection. Then, after three months—thank God—it finally stopped. My leg is thinner and about 1.5 cm shorter now, but that's it. No other issues, except my immune system is a bit weak, so rheumatoid arthritis caught up with me last year. All in all, I live a pretty normal life with it. This thing is super rare... at least I don't know anyone else who has it. I was watching a movie on CBS a month ago about a woman (this mostly hits women, anyway) who had systemic scleroderma, and I cried through the whole thing. Now I realize how lucky I am to have "only" the localized kind. Reach out and let me know what you're going through!👍👍👍

Peter Davis6, please reach out
mistyranger51 mistyranger51 Member
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#4 ·
mistyranger51 said:Peter Davis6, please reach out

Hey, Peter Davis6—still nothing? Please hit me up!👍
Noah Vaughn3 Noah Vaughn3 Active Member
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joined Oct 2006
#5 ·
Localized versus diffuse scleroderma... anyway, what I was getting at is that even if you're dealing with the localized type, there's still a chance it could affect your internal organs—though, thankfully, it isn't nearly as progressive as the diffuse variety. So, in that specific regard, you've actually got some luck on your side 🙂

Wishing you all the best with your ongoing treatment 🙂
Brian Campbell6 Brian Campbell6 Member
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joined Jun 2014
#6 ·
So, someone really close to me is battling this disease. When they first got the Diagnosis, the doctors were basically counting down—saying they had maybe six months to a year and a half left. Well, it’s been 14 years since then, so I guess the prognosis was... off by a little bit.
Anyway, I’m looking to hear about your experiences and what you all know—specifically if there’s any hope for a cure, or even just getting things under control.
The lab results are pretty rough, and honestly, the symptoms seem to be getting worse as the years go by. We're talking joint pain, skin spots, that whole thing...
I heard there's some kind of medication being tested in Italy right now that’s supposedly showing some good results.
Any insight or help at all would mean the world to me.
Thanks.
mistyranger51 mistyranger51 Member
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#7 ·
Brian Campbell6 said:So, someone really close to me is battling this disease. When they first got the Diagnosis, the doctors were basically counting down—saying they had maybe six months to a year and a half left. Well, it’s been 14 years since then, so I guess the prognosis was... off by a little bit.
Anyway, I’m looking to hear about your experiences and what you all know—specifically if there’s any hope for a cure, or even just getting things under control.
The lab results are pretty rough, and honestly, the symptoms seem to be getting worse as the years go by. We're talking joint pain, skin spots, that whole thing...
I heard there's some kind of medication being tested in Italy right now that’s supposedly showing some good results.
Any insight or help at all would mean the world to me.
Thanks.


You can't cure it, but you can definitely manage it.
I've had localized scleroderma (just on one leg) since I was 7, and now I'm 36.
Back in the early stages before it stabilized, I was on corticosteroid injections. After that—thank God—the disease stopped progressing. I still have some lingering effects, though; my leg is about 1.5-2 cm shorter and thinner, with no subcutaneous fat left. But with an insert, I walk fine and do everything normally. The only thing is I can't really wear skirts or anything like that. I'm not even taking meds for SKL anymore. My ANA is negative.
I'm guessing your loved one has systemic scleroderma—you know, affecting the whole body. What's the name of that drug? You've gotta try everything—maybe it'll work for them. Back in the day, there were no treatments at all, so it's honestly a miracle mine actually stopped.
I read in Free California that SKL can be carried by ticks on sheep over on a Dalmatian island. When my disease first started, I actually was on a Dalmatian island. Did your loved one have any connection to those islands or ticks? I can try to dig up that article if you want.
mistyranger51 mistyranger51 Member
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#8 ·
SCLERODERMA IS ON THE RISE
The cause behind this disease is still a total mystery—so we have no clue why it’s popping up more often in the US, especially out in coastal areas. It’s actually pretty weird how much it shows up along the coast when you consider that cold weather triggers it, not the heat or the sun. People dealing with this really have to stay out of the cold, since the disease basically shuts down circulation in the affected parts of the body—says Dr. Matucci Cerinic
Over the last few years, scleroderma has been spreading through the US—it’s a dangerous, hard-to-treat, and even deadly condition. It shows up as swelling and thickening of the skin until it gets hard, and that same thing eventually hits the internal organs too. Professor of medicine and rheumatology Marco Matucci Cerinic, who hails from Brač, teaches at a medical school in Florence and has been studying scleroderma for a long time.

A CONTINENTAL ISSUE
— We don't really know what causes this disease, so we can't say why it's becoming more common in the US, particularly in coastal regions. That frequency along the American coast is all the stranger when you realize cold weather triggers it, rather than warmth and sunshine. Patients have to be extremely careful with the cold, because the illness already kills the circulation in those specific areas. All of Europe is now launching a joint fight against this disease. Under the name Eustar, experts from across Europe are teaming up for research, and our representative is immunologist Dr. Duška Martinović at the Split Split hospital.
Symptoms usually show up first in the fingers—sometimes the toes, or both. The fingers start turning pale and eventually turn a deathly white as the skin hardens. Basically, the blood flow stops, which can lead to gangrene and amputation over time. That process spreads up the arms, then hits the face, before finally moving to the internal organs—affecting the digestive system, esophagus, causing lung fibrosis and heart arrhythmia, and it can even lead to total kidney failure.
There are two ways this plays out: a rapid version that can be fatal within four to five months, and a second type that develops over a lifetime and can last decades if managed with treatment. No age group is safe here—severe symptoms can hit little kids just as hard as adults.

UNCERTAIN OUTCOMES
Treatment is a bit of a gamble. They try using cytostatics, though at lower doses than what's used for cancer. They also use meds for circulation and to protect the stomach and esophagus—treating the symptoms—but there's still no guarantee the drugs will work. Autologous transplantation, basically resetting the immune system, seems to be much more successful. Stem cells are taken from the blood or bone marrow, purified using immunological agents to strip away the diseased layers, and then those healthy cells are put back into the body. These refreshed stem cells create a brand new, healthy immune response to the disease, according to Prof. Matucci Cerinic's explanation of how a cure might work.
Just like with the latest leukemia treatments, this method often leads to a cure—and even if it just pushes the disease back five or six years, that still leaves enough time for other treatment attempts.
mistyranger51 mistyranger51 Member
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#9 ·
Systemic sclerosis—or systemic scleroderma—is this chronic condition where the skin hardens and internal organs get hit too, which usually leads to death after a few years.
It’s pretty rare, popping up in maybe three to twelve cases per million people, and women deal with it three to five times more often than men.
Nobody really knows what causes it, but basically, the body goes into overdrive creating connective tissue in the skin and organs.
Skin hardening usually kicks off in the fingers—think "maiden's fingers" or sclerodactyly—and the face. At first, the skin looks red and swollen, but then it gets so tight you can't even pinch it. It messes with facial expressions, making someone look almost mask-like... you know? The nose gets pointy, lips don't fully cover the teeth, and the mouth opening narrows. Then there are those painful finger cramps where the hands turn blue—that's acrocyanosis, or Raynaud's phenomenon. Eventually, the skin over the whole body can harden. As for the internal stuff, it hits swallowing because of esophageal sclerosis, breathing issues from lung fibrosis, plus digestive problems and damage to the kidneys and heart muscle.
A Diagnosis is made through exams and confirmed by skin biopsies and lab work.
There isn't a real cure yet, so treatment just focuses on managing symptoms. If swallowing is an issue, you need a specific diet, and if joints are involved, physical therapy helps.
The prognosis isn't great. You'd see an internist, immunologist, or rheumatologist for this.
Now, Morphea is different—it's a localized version that only affects the skin, not the organs. It's way more common than the systemic kind, twice as common in women, usually hitting folks between 20 and 40. It rarely turns into the systemic version, and the outlook is actually decent since it usually settles down after a few months, leaving behind some thickened, darker patches of skin. You'll typically see a few sclerotic spots—about the size of a coin or a palm—on the torso. Changes on the limbs or face can be linear, which can really mess with how someone looks and cause a lot of emotional distress, especially since treatment options are so limited. There's also a rare generalized version where huge areas or even the entire skin is affected.
We don't know why Morphea happens, but they say it might follow a tick bite (like Lyme disease), or show up in people handling pesticides, epoxy resins, or certain organic solvents.
Sometimes Morphea shows up where silicone was injected for breast or lip enhancements. For the localized version, you'd go to a dermatologist.
Brian Campbell6 Brian Campbell6 Member
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#10 ·
Thanks

Yeah, it’s a systemic issue—all because of a tick bite.
They say the meds are helping since they're taking them, but honestly, I can't even remember the name right now. Apparently, you can only get them over in Italy.
Look, it’s been 15 years since the diagnosis, so at this point, I'm just praying for a miracle—or at least some decent medical breakthrough.
Basically, there isn't much else I can do to help that person right now.
Olivia Diaz35 Olivia Diaz35 Newcomer
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joined Nov 2010
#11 ·
So, I got diagnosed with localized morphea scleroderma on my right leg this year. Since this is such a rare condition, there isn't much out there—most of what you find online is either sparse or just plain scary. I’d love to hear from anyone else dealing with this... hope everyone is doing okay.
Angela Wright Angela Wright Regular
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#12 ·
Olivia Diaz35 said:So, I got diagnosed with localized morphea scleroderma on my right leg this year. Since this is such a rare condition, there isn't much out there—most of what you find online is either sparse or just plain scary. I’d love to hear from anyone else dealing with this... hope everyone is doing okay.

A scleroderma support group was recently established here in the States, and they've been doing some really solid, active work. Since my own organization works closely with them through our national rare disease association, I know firsthand that they put together some great resources and workshops. They actually sent me a CD featuring various exercise demonstrations as a gift.
http://www.huos.org/
restlessmoose95 restlessmoose95 Newcomer
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#13 ·
Just checking in here since 🙂
isn't around.
I was diagnosed with morphea about eight months ago.
What’s everyone else’s experience been like—did you get your diagnosis at a major hospital in a city like Chicago, or somewhere else entirely? Also, how often are you all running ANA and ANF blood panels to monitor for any systemic progression?

Let's swap some stories. 🙂
Olivia Diaz35 Olivia Diaz35 Newcomer
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joined Nov 2010
#14 ·
restlessmoose95 said:Just checking in here since 🙂
isn't around.
I was diagnosed with morphea about eight months ago.
What’s everyone else’s experience been like—did you get your diagnosis at a major hospital in a city like Chicago, or somewhere else entirely? Also, how often are you all running ANA and ANF blood panels to monitor for any systemic progression?

Let's swap some stories. 🙂

Mine was diagnosed back in May 2010. I've posted quite a bit about it on the HUOS pages, that scleroderma organization. Right now, it's just localized on my right leg. I go in for checkups every three months. Just taking Rocaltrol capsules and that's about it. What's your experience been like? Is yours spreading? Any other symptoms, or is it strictly skin deep...
redcrane19 redcrane19 Newcomer
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#15 ·
I'm 15 and dealing with these spots all over—tried some teas and goat milk creams, which helped a tiny bit, but not enough. It's everywhere, and honestly, I'm embarrassed to even wear shorts. It’s been brutal on my face, too. I've been scouring the web for a cure, but nothing's working. If anyone knows if there's a specific treatment available in Italy—my aunt and grandparents are there—please let me know. I heard there might be something, but I couldn't go because I didn't have my medical history handy. Such a waste. This started when I was 12—just pure stress wrecking my immune system...
Olivia Diaz35 Olivia Diaz35 Newcomer
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joined Nov 2010
#16 ·
redcrane19 said:I'm 15 and dealing with these spots all over—tried some teas and goat milk creams, which helped a tiny bit, but not enough. It's everywhere, and honestly, I'm embarrassed to even wear shorts. It’s been brutal on my face, too. I've been scouring the web for a cure, but nothing's working. If anyone knows if there's a specific treatment available in Italy—my aunt and grandparents are there—please let me know. I heard there might be something, but I couldn't go because I didn't have my medical history handy. Such a waste. This started when I was 12—just pure stress wrecking my immune system...

I don't want to let you down, but I've been looking for a cure for two and a half years now, and unfortunately, it just doesn't exist. For now, we're on our own. I have it on my legs too, so I won't wear dresses or shorts either. I'm even embarrassed to go to the beach. But believe me, there are people dealing with much worse, God forbid. We just have to grit our teeth and deal with how we look. I read somewhere that you can only manage the condition; it usually spreads for about three to five years and then just stops, but it all depends on how strong your body is. We have to work on ourselves and our mental state, since that's where it all started anyway. Just keep your head up... feel free to ask me anything else. Peace.
silverheron15 silverheron15 Newcomer
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#17 ·
Well, I’ve decided to embark on a bit of a forum crusade to see what everyone else's experiences are regarding REUMAS... I’m asking for your input—I’ll list my mom's specific symptoms further down. I realize consulting doctors is the gold standard, but even after doing that, things are just getting worse for her. It’s honestly heartbreaking to watch her deal with this pain and lose her independence... If I look back at the last year or two, she can barely handle 70% of what she used to—she just gets exhausted way too fast.

Regarding the medical tests and the final physician's notes, here is what it says:

CONCLUSION: Microscopic changes are consistent with late-stage, sclerotic systemic sclerosis.

CONCLUSION: Hemangioma hepatitis, right renal calculus, left renal calculus, incipient hydronephrosis, left

Diagnosis: Systemic Sclerosis

As for the actual symptoms, she's dealing with:

Swollen hands, joint pain, inability to fully bend her joints—only halfway, really—shoulder pain, aches running from her ankles up to her knees, poor circulation, and frequent bouts of fever that might only last a day, but they hit so hard she can barely get out of bed... plus, there's this crushing fatigue that just sweeps over her.

Does anyone here have someone using REUMAS at home, or perhaps someone dealing with similar—or even identical—symptoms? What works? What actually helps? Maybe there's something to be gleaned from the diagnosis itself, though I'm admittedly lost here... I just know it's hard to watch, and while I try my best to make her comfortable when I'm home, there has to be some way to provide her some relief. 😢

Thanks to all you kind souls for any advice!!
Steven Gray2 Steven Gray2 Newcomer
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#18 ·
I know this thread is old and pretty dead—which is probably for the best since there aren't many patients around—but I’ve got a question. I’m struggling with all these different tests, and everyone looks at me like I’m some guy who got diagnosed with insomnia after staying up for a week straight. They immediately jump to fixing that first, acting like everything is just "all in my head." The truth is, I picked up anxiety after a heart arrhythmia triggered by sudden, intense workouts. I wasn't paying attention to how hard I was pushing, and I genuinely thought I was going to drop dead right then and there. Once you go through that, you're branded with fear, and that's where the spiral started. A systemic disease like scleroderma has such messy, non-specific symptoms. Most doctors rarely, if ever, see cases like this, so I have to be the one to point out the connections. Even the tech doing my ultrasound told me that, nearing retirement, he'd only seen maybe two cases in his entire life—one back in college and one during his career. It’s a tiny trickle of a river. That makes things incredibly difficult with the diagnosis and the patients; when the prognosis is this grim, people don't exactly want to face it head-on.

So, my journey starts now. It’s pretty obvious my rheumatologist doesn't have much to go on. I saw the local specialist in town, and honestly, the exam was mediocre at best. She basically filled out half the chart claiming I denied certain symptoms—like photosensitivity—but she didn't even ask me about it. She didn't mention dry eyes or mouth either. She did check my heels, my toes, my grip strength, body build, hairiness, muscle definition, and so on. She ordered an abdominal ultrasound, which came back totally clear. On my own initiative, I went to a private clinic for a kidney ultrasound; blood pressure and structures look normal, no signs of sclerotic changes. I'm still planning on a kidney biopsy just to be absolutely sure we see the full picture. Blood work for kidney function—urea and creatinine—is top-tier, clearance is fine, though there's a tiny bit of protein leakage. Nothing drastic, but I was training hard that day and under a lot of stress from everything going on. My nephrologist gave me a once-over and said there’s nothing to do right now; he just wants to monitor things later. I also had pulmonary function tests done—vital capacity and two others I can't recall—and my lung volume is actually higher than average. No obstruction. Just to be one hundred percent certain, I’m heading in for a lung parenchyma scintigraphy to rule everything out.

I’ve gone through a massive battery of cardiac tests—probably saw about eight different cardiologists at this point. I was convinced my vascular issues were the culprit, and I just wanted to be absolutely certain I could get back to training without any surprises. I did two separate stress tests, both came back easy. I also wore a Holter monitor; my resting heart rate while sleeping stayed between 42 and 48, while during the day it hovered around 56 regardless of what I was doing. No pathological rhythm issues popped up. The only thing was that my numbers during sleep were significantly better than during the day—it feels like overtraining or anxiety might be playing a role. There's definitely something there. I also went in for a cardiac MRI. No amyloidosis, no fibrosis, no scarring. Everything looks perfect according to the diagnosis of athlete's heart.

I noticed my neck veins were bulging slightly, so I immediately jumped to the conclusion that it was hypertension. Turns out, the cardiologists aren't buying it—they say everything looks fine and there’s no reason to push for more aggressive testing right now. Meanwhile, the veins in my legs look like a total mess from all the running and hiking; they're just sitting there, prominent as ever.

I don't have any skin thickening on my body, just on my little toes—which they got from... 622 miles My skin feels like sandpaper, and I’ve got blood under my fingernails. There are these deep creases around my toe joints that just show up out of nowhere. But what really bugs me is seeing these tiny veins on my fingers—they aren't typical spider veins, just thin little lines. I also have telangiectasia right at the base of my nostrils, plus some faint veins on my eyelids that you can only spot if you're looking closely under direct light. Digestion seems fine. Aside from some gas, there’s nothing else; I even had my calprotectin checked and the results were okay. No diarrhea, no constipation, no bloating. My stomach processes food at a normal rate, and my esophagus feels fine too. One thing, though—part of the gum line on my lower jaw looks like it’s receding slightly, but my dentist insists there’s no actual recession (and hey, I’m no expert). I’m also seeing more gray hairs lately, probably just a mix of genetics and stress. The whole situation is just exhausting because you never know which symptoms actually link back to a systemic disease and which ones are just side effects of cortisol spikes from being a total hypochondriac.

I ran an ANA panel—everything came back negative. I went ahead and ordered the ENA on my own too, just because I know there are those rare cases where the ANA is negative but specific antibodies still pop up positive. Turns out, that was also negative. Nothing for Lupus, Sjögren’s, RNA polymerase, any of the three types of scleroderma, dermatomyositis, or anything else. All clear. Checked my complement levels, and they’re all within the normal range. RF and anti-CCP were both negative. Did immunofluorescence for immunoglobulin, and everything looks standard; the patterns are totally dull, sitting right in the middle of the reference range with zero reactivity. To cover all bases regarding potential symptoms, I also checked my creatine kinase, LDH, testosterone, prolactin, some intestinal markers, and H. pylori. After spending way too much time spiraling through medical forums online, I thought I had diagnosed myself instantly, but obviously, I need a specialist to actually sign off on this. Does anyone know a good specialist or a scleroderma rare disease association? I want to talk to someone who actually deals with this stuff regularly, even if it isn't exactly common.

I’ve looked through other opinions online, but honestly, most of them don't sit right with me—not based on the ratings or the comments either. I feel like people just want to dismiss everything as anxiety, even when the physical symptoms are staring them in the face. This constant lack of energy, the veins popping all over my body... it’s real. My first doctor didn't even bother checking my nailfolds for changes, let alone looking at my veins or skin. It was a pretty useless exam, and I need something much more thorough. I'm heading to an endocrinologist next to see what they find, but my gut tells me this is autoimmune. Time is ticking while I'm still stuck without a formal diagnosis, and since treatment isn't one-size-fits-all and varies wildly from person to person, I can't afford to wait. So, if anyone knows a solid immunologist or rheumatologist who actually specializes in this and has years of experience, please let me know here or shoot me a DM. Price isn't the main issue; I just need to find a true expert who will perform a comprehensive workup. Thanks a lot.
Gary Martin47 Gary Martin47 Newcomer
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#19 ·
Steven Gray2 said:I know this thread is old and pretty dead—which is probably for the best since there aren't many patients around—but I’ve got a question. I’m struggling with all these different tests, and everyone looks at me like I’m some guy who got diagnosed with insomnia after staying up for a week straight. They immediately jump to fixing that first, acting like everything is just "all in my head." The truth is, I picked up anxiety after a heart arrhythmia triggered by sudden, intense workouts. I wasn't paying attention to how hard I was pushing, and I genuinely thought I was going to drop dead right then and there. Once you go through that, you're branded with fear, and that's where the spiral started. A systemic disease like scleroderma has such messy, non-specific symptoms. Most doctors rarely, if ever, see cases like this, so I have to be the one to point out the connections. Even the tech doing my ultrasound told me that, nearing retirement, he'd only seen maybe two cases in his entire life—one back in college and one during his career. It’s a tiny trickle of a river. That makes things incredibly difficult with the diagnosis and the patients; when the prognosis is this grim, people don't exactly want to face it head-on.

So, my journey starts now. It’s pretty obvious my rheumatologist doesn't have much to go on. I saw the local specialist in town, and honestly, the exam was mediocre at best. She basically filled out half the chart claiming I denied certain symptoms—like photosensitivity—but she didn't even ask me about it. She didn't mention dry eyes or mouth either. She did check my heels, my toes, my grip strength, body build, hairiness, muscle definition, and so on. She ordered an abdominal ultrasound, which came back totally clear. On my own initiative, I went to a private clinic for a kidney ultrasound; blood pressure and structures look normal, no signs of sclerotic changes. I'm still planning on a kidney biopsy just to be absolutely sure we see the full picture. Blood work for kidney function—urea and creatinine—is top-tier, clearance is fine, though there's a tiny bit of protein leakage. Nothing drastic, but I was training hard that day and under a lot of stress from everything going on. My nephrologist gave me a once-over and said there’s nothing to do right now; he just wants to monitor things later. I also had pulmonary function tests done—vital capacity and two others I can't recall—and my lung volume is actually higher than average. No obstruction. Just to be one hundred percent certain, I’m heading in for a lung parenchyma scintigraphy to rule everything out.

I’ve gone through a massive battery of cardiac tests—probably saw about eight different cardiologists at this point. I was convinced my vascular issues were the culprit, and I just wanted to be absolutely certain I could get back to training without any surprises. I did two separate stress tests, both came back easy. I also wore a Holter monitor; my resting heart rate while sleeping stayed between 42 and 48, while during the day it hovered around 56 regardless of what I was doing. No pathological rhythm issues popped up. The only thing was that my numbers during sleep were significantly better than during the day—it feels like overtraining or anxiety might be playing a role. There's definitely something there. I also went in for a cardiac MRI. No amyloidosis, no fibrosis, no scarring. Everything looks perfect according to the diagnosis of athlete's heart.

I noticed my neck veins were bulging slightly, so I immediately jumped to the conclusion that it was hypertension. Turns out, the cardiologists aren't buying it—they say everything looks fine and there’s no reason to push for more aggressive testing right now. Meanwhile, the veins in my legs look like a total mess from all the running and hiking; they're just sitting there, prominent as ever.

I don't have any skin thickening on my body, just on my little toes—which they got from... 622 miles My skin feels like sandpaper, and I’ve got blood under my fingernails. There are these deep creases around my toe joints that just show up out of nowhere. But what really bugs me is seeing these tiny veins on my fingers—they aren't typical spider veins, just thin little lines. I also have telangiectasia right at the base of my nostrils, plus some faint veins on my eyelids that you can only spot if you're looking closely under direct light. Digestion seems fine. Aside from some gas, there’s nothing else; I even had my calprotectin checked and the results were okay. No diarrhea, no constipation, no bloating. My stomach processes food at a normal rate, and my esophagus feels fine too. One thing, though—part of the gum line on my lower jaw looks like it’s receding slightly, but my dentist insists there’s no actual recession (and hey, I’m no expert). I’m also seeing more gray hairs lately, probably just a mix of genetics and stress. The whole situation is just exhausting because you never know which symptoms actually link back to a systemic disease and which ones are just side effects of cortisol spikes from being a total hypochondriac.

I ran an ANA panel—everything came back negative. I went ahead and ordered the ENA on my own too, just because I know there are those rare cases where the ANA is negative but specific antibodies still pop up positive. Turns out, that was also negative. Nothing for Lupus, Sjögren’s, RNA polymerase, any of the three types of scleroderma, dermatomyositis, or anything else. All clear. Checked my complement levels, and they’re all within the normal range. RF and anti-CCP were both negative. Did immunofluorescence for immunoglobulin, and everything looks standard; the patterns are totally dull, sitting right in the middle of the reference range with zero reactivity. To cover all bases regarding potential symptoms, I also checked my creatine kinase, LDH, testosterone, prolactin, some intestinal markers, and H. pylori. After spending way too much time spiraling through medical forums online, I thought I had diagnosed myself instantly, but obviously, I need a specialist to actually sign off on this. Does anyone know a good specialist or a scleroderma rare disease association? I want to talk to someone who actually deals with this stuff regularly, even if it isn't exactly common.

I’ve looked through other opinions online, but honestly, most of them don't sit right with me—not based on the ratings or the comments either. I feel like people just want to dismiss everything as anxiety, even when the physical symptoms are staring them in the face. This constant lack of energy, the veins popping all over my body... it’s real. My first doctor didn't even bother checking my nailfolds for changes, let alone looking at my veins or skin. It was a pretty useless exam, and I need something much more thorough. I'm heading to an endocrinologist next to see what they find, but my gut tells me this is autoimmune. Time is ticking while I'm still stuck without a formal diagnosis, and since treatment isn't one-size-fits-all and varies wildly from person to person, I can't afford to wait. So, if anyone knows a solid immunologist or rheumatologist who actually specializes in this and has years of experience, please let me know here or shoot me a DM. Price isn't the main issue; I just need to find a true expert who will perform a comprehensive workup. Thanks a lot.

The Scl-70 antibody?
After reading through all of this, it seems to me like I need a different kind of specialist, not just a general internist.
Steven Gray2 Steven Gray2 Newcomer
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My bad, I wanted to lay everything out on the table. I know there’s a specialist over on the lupus thread who breaks down lab results, so I figured I’d list everything I’ve done here so maybe someone can offer some advice without me clogging up that other section. I get it—this whole thing reads like a novel. Honestly, I’m terrified because when you're dealing with the systemic version of this disease, it’s pretty brutal. Even today, I went to see a department head privately just to get a second opinion, but since my blood work looks perfect, she refuses to give me a diagnosis. She’s acting like it can’t possibly be an autoimmune issue just because my numbers are clean. My CRP is 0.2, ESR is 2, RF is low and hasn't budged from the last test, and my CBC has been steady for years—everything is totally normal. My ANA came back negative at the Chicago University Hospital Center, and they don't run ENA tests there if the ANA is negative, which makes sense from a cost-cutting standpoint. I decided to pay for the extra ENA parameters myself at Medikol, and they were all negative, including Scl-70. Still, I know there are rare cases where the ANA is negative but an ENA comes back positive. It's rare, but it happens. In my line of work with animals, I've seen lupus and Cushing's, but experiencing it in a human is a whole different ballgame. This disease manifests in so many weird ways; if your blood work is normal or you don't have the classic symptoms of advanced stages, people tend to miss it, even when you're actually feeling the symptoms.

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