Megan Morales5 said:Exactly. It’s the worst feeling when you're taking medication without even understanding why you were prescribed it in the first place...
Regarding the topic, my mother was on an antidepressant (Prozac) for a year, and during her first attempt to stop, she couldn't quite shake it, though her doctor thinks the dependency wasn't physical so much as psychological. Basically, if they had just given her sugar pills that looked identical, she probably wouldn't have even realized she had stopped taking anything 😉
With her second attempt at tapering off, they spent a few months after that episode, starting with half doses, then moving to a quarter dose, then just every other day... so yeah, coming off them is a really slow process...
electricdriver78, those headaches you had briefly after stopping the antidepressants—was that a physical reaction or more of a psychological one? Of course, you felt the pain physically, but was the cause actually a lack of certain chemicals in your system, or just the panic of realizing you were off the meds?
When did your old symptoms start creeping back in? And how are you managing through it all? Do you have any advice on how I might be able to help my mother through this...
those headaches, the nausea, and the absolute worst part—that sensation like an electric shock hitting your brain—it's all a chemical reaction from the lack of serotonin re-uptake inhibitors... because once I stopped, everything went right back to how it used to be regarding the chemical imbalance, where serotonin isn't being transmitted enough through the nervous system...
Even my doctor told me exactly what it would feel like so I wouldn't freak out...
those sensations, like little electrical shocks, are honestly terrifying if you aren't expecting them... I couldn't even drive that week because I was so scared I'd get into an accident...
I decided to taper off on purpose, at my own request... so I started looking into techniques to help me beforehand... I mostly stuck to Pilates and gardening... but the episodes still happen—especially my obsessive-compulsive urge to clean and scrub everything (at least the kitchen is sparkling 😁 )... I think my symptoms started showing up almost immediately after I stopped the meds...
meditation helps some people... the most important thing is finding an outlet for the anxiety... dealing with depression is harder... it helps a lot if you have someone by your side who recognizes the symptoms and can support you, whether it's just talking or doing an activity to distract you... but even that doesn't always work... my husband helps a ton, but even he can't always fix it... sometimes he just has to let me withdraw into myself... I'm thinking about starting psychotherapy again... it helped me before... but sometimes those sessions stir up old ghosts and leave you feeling totally wrecked for the rest of the week...
but if none of that works, maybe it's worth considering going back to therapy? (assuming there isn't a medical reason not to, of course)...
I don't think you should view it like a drug addiction... with drugs, things only ever go downhill...
the way I see it is this: when I stopped taking them, I didn't think, "Oh no, look how addicted I am to these pills"...
I thought, "Wow, look how much these medications were actually helping me" (you often don't even notice how much they help until you stop taking them)...