Gregory Jackson said:If I remember right, his brother fell off a horse or got kicked or something like that. But honestly, if you want to hear the truth about Tesla straight from the man himself, you should just pick up his book My Inventions. It covers all of that—his health struggles, those early visions he had in his head, and all the crazy experimenting he did before he ever built a single model. It’s such an easy read, really, just a great, engaging writing style. You can tell when a truly enlightened person is writing...
It looks like that book is floating around online somewhere, so I might take a look at the ramblings of this stubborn, skeptical, introverted genius who lived right on the edge of human consciousness.
I also find myself wondering how much weight to give to the idea that if someone close to you shows extreme hostility, it could be based on several different things. Maybe it played a role in their downfall, or perhaps there was some deep-seated trauma or guilt involved, especially if what they said ended up being fabricated. It wouldn't be that crazy to think that some terrible life events acted as the catalyst for his personal quests, where those dark moments merged with the things that actually inspired him.
John Jones3 said:Honestly, I was probably ready for a psych ward at one point. Luckily, I kept my mouth shut and kept my experiences to myself. As for being at war with myself—it wasn't just "somehow," it was in every possible way. At first, it was an absolute disaster. I couldn't stop the imagery; I’d spend entire nights wide awake just staring at them. It was rough—things are much better now, though.
It was pure chaos at first—now, the imagery is starting to relate more closely to my own life. It's possible they were always connected to me, but back then, I couldn't see the link between the visions and my own psyche. The images show pivotal past events, things I witnessed that day, or even future occurrences. Personal willpower doesn't have much say in it; you could say that in those moments, I lose control over my thoughts and just let the current take me wherever it wants to go.
And as for what triggered it all—intensive work on opening the third eye, combined with some pretty heavy self-work regarding empathy and how I interact with the world.
The ability to form these vivid images sounds pretty cool and seems like an advantage, but the risk of losing your mind, dealing with constant headaches, and all that other stuff is a huge red flag. To me, the emphasis on "intensity" and "empathy with others" feels a bit like a recipe for instability. It's almost like his personality was fractured through conflicts with people—since, let's face it, being an enemy is way easier than being a friend—which drove him to search for an internal "compass" within his subconscious. From there, those powerful images combined with the third-eye work led to a "breakthrough," or at least that's my guess. So, the idea that you have to keep your compass steady during a spiritual journey seems like the most important part of maintaining inner "silence." It feels like many people skip over that part because they're so desperate for actual change, which is pretty obvious.
Maybe people who are even more sensitive to sound aren't strictly having hallucinations either. It might just be a state of being where their perception of sound fields is hyper-sensitive, making it highly individualized and symptomatic in its own unique way. Either way, it would be fascinating to figure out the specific mechanisms behind these shifts if we ever wanted to reverse them or steer them in a better direction.
Thanks for sharing that bit of your personal experience 👍