#6601 ·
I mean, they really could have handled things better. They basically just slapped a diagnosis of psychosis with hallucinations on me just to get me out of the hospital—even though what I was actually dealing with was delusion or delirium caused by the meds and my physical health. And then, last time, they jumped straight to schizophrenia. All because I told them I was checking into psych because of family drama and constant fighting at home.
Look, I’m not saying I don't have mental health struggles—I do—but I don't have hallucinations. Even if you want to call it schizophrenia, it’s some vague, non-specific version of it. Personally, I doubt I ever even had it; maybe it was just a milder form of autism mixed with bipolar disorder. Now, though? I’m starting to wonder if all this Risperdal and these other pills actually gave me schizophrenia in the first place.
I’ve also wondered if I might be intersex, or if I have MS. It’s possible regarding the intersex thing, but as for MS, I honestly don't know. I just know I don't feel physically right. And trust me, I'm not making this stuff up—it's not like I'd actually *want* to be sick or feeling this way.
I spend almost the entire day sleeping. My bones and joints are constantly cracking and aching, and there's a whole list of other issues... my liver took a hit, my vision is acting up—maybe it's just my prescription, floaters, or seeing spots—but it feels like I can see white blood cells floating in my field of vision.
My psychologist—who, frankly, is a bit of a hypochondriac herself—decided to pivot her "diagnosis" toward schizophrenia, and since I was totally zonked on all these pills at the time, I couldn't even hold a coherent conversation with her.
I'm not doing well, period. Believe me, if I could snap my fingers and be healthy, I would.
Maybe I'm getting a little too caught up in my own head here, but I just wanted to point out that doctors can absolutely misdiagnose someone with a mental illness when they are actually suffering from physical ailments. Physical sickness messes with your head, sure, but it doesn't mean you have everything they claim you have.
Patients just cycle through there like people on an assembly line, so I guess it’s no surprise things get botched.
Look, I’m not saying I don't have mental health struggles—I do—but I don't have hallucinations. Even if you want to call it schizophrenia, it’s some vague, non-specific version of it. Personally, I doubt I ever even had it; maybe it was just a milder form of autism mixed with bipolar disorder. Now, though? I’m starting to wonder if all this Risperdal and these other pills actually gave me schizophrenia in the first place.
I’ve also wondered if I might be intersex, or if I have MS. It’s possible regarding the intersex thing, but as for MS, I honestly don't know. I just know I don't feel physically right. And trust me, I'm not making this stuff up—it's not like I'd actually *want* to be sick or feeling this way.
I spend almost the entire day sleeping. My bones and joints are constantly cracking and aching, and there's a whole list of other issues... my liver took a hit, my vision is acting up—maybe it's just my prescription, floaters, or seeing spots—but it feels like I can see white blood cells floating in my field of vision.
My psychologist—who, frankly, is a bit of a hypochondriac herself—decided to pivot her "diagnosis" toward schizophrenia, and since I was totally zonked on all these pills at the time, I couldn't even hold a coherent conversation with her.
I'm not doing well, period. Believe me, if I could snap my fingers and be healthy, I would.
Maybe I'm getting a little too caught up in my own head here, but I just wanted to point out that doctors can absolutely misdiagnose someone with a mental illness when they are actually suffering from physical ailments. Physical sickness messes with your head, sure, but it doesn't mean you have everything they claim you have.
Patients just cycle through there like people on an assembly line, so I guess it’s no surprise things get botched.