fadedhound86 said:I’ve been dealing with these absolutely brutal mood swings lately... I honestly have no idea what’s causing them, but it’s like I’m flipping between being totally miserable and feeling great five different times in just two days... (and then it flips right back again)
Between bipolar and depression, we might as well just throw schizophrenia into the mix while we're at it. You should talk to your doctor about getting something specifically for that. I had a long talk with my psychiatrist ages ago—she agreed with me and actually added something extra to my prescription just to handle those mood shifts.
I'm doing okay now, thank God—been stable for over two years. I still have some occasional setbacks, nothing major, but nothing where I completely lose my grip or have an episode. Though, to be fair, there were a few close calls where it almost went south.
The worst part is when money gets tight—when you're struggling financially and can't even afford the basics. That's when the anxiety really starts to claw at me.
I've been diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia, though personally, I don't feel like that's quite right. It’s more like I get totally disoriented in space. When I go to a mall or somewhere with my family and I lose sight of them for even a second, I just lose all sense of direction and panic.
I can't even find the exit or anything. My mom actually told me recently that I absolutely have to carry my phone on me at all times because of this.
But I don't carry anything. No ID, no phone, no cash—nothing. It's like that every time I head out with my folks. I can't even move around without someone keeping an eye on me, period.
It's almost like I'm on the spectrum or something. 👎