Kevin Gonzalez79
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joined Jan 2008
This is a spot-on description of my teenage years. While I’ve become more disciplined as an adult, I still haven't quite reached a baseline level of normalcy.
Ever since i Can remember i have Had problems that ara consistent with The symptoms of ADD. I struggle to maintain focus for more than a few minutes at most, and tackling long passages of text is a genuine ordeal. I often catch myself staring blankly at a page, having completely lost the thread of what I was just reading. My eyes move along the lines as expected, but my mind has wandered off somewhere else entirely. It is a strange sensation; I possess a vague sense that I have processed the words, yet the actual content remains elusive.
Historically, I have leaned heavily on raw, unrefined talent to scrape by. I came dangerously close to failing my senior year of high school and was even held back in the third grade—though that doesn't shock me, given that I have no memory of ever actually sitting down to study. Studying is an exercise in futility and frustration for me; regardless of my initial resolve, I invariably find myself distracted by something completely irrelevant within fifteen minutes. Luckily i have found a way to get pasti this in my job by rapidly pivoting between various tasks, addressing each one incrementally. However, the moment I am required to conduct deep research for a new project, part, or concept, I am utterly adrift.
I also struggle significantly with following through to completion.