Sandra Wilson68
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joined Mar 2004
Infinite
"How can YOU claim that I am just an empty void, NOTHING,
before you've actually convinced yourself that it really is—NOTHING. If I
believe without proof, then you're just talking out of your ass."
I've realized that I am a "void," and so are you, countless times over, but you refuse to take your own experience into account. Get this: there is no other way to prove the existence of your Self to yourself—your actual Self—than through the physical and mental actions that the Self is capable of performing. We're talking about exerting effort, moving, perceiving, feeling, remembering, thinking, and understanding. Descartes, or anyone else for that matter, can use any one of these physical or mental acts to prove their own existence to themselves, not just through the mental act of thinking. So, just like Descartes said, “I think, therefore I am,” proving his existence through thought, he could have just as easily said, “I move, therefore I am”; “I feel, therefore I am”; “I perceive, therefore I am,” and so on.
Now here’s the question: what happens if the Self stops using its physical and mental abilities? Does it even have any proof of its existence left? What if the Self stops exerting effort, stops moving, stops perceiving, feeling, remembering, thinking, and understanding? Try it yourself—stop exerting effort and moving, stop perceiving, feeling, remembering, thinking, and understanding, and tell me what's left of your Self. Nothing! It'll be like it never existed. There won't even be a consciousness of "emptiness" or "fullness." There won't be any consciousness at all. Because you can't have consciousness of anything, let alone your Self, or whether it is "empty" or "full," as long as the Self isn't using its physical and mental abilities and actions. Those exact abilities and actions are what make the Self "full," and only while they are being used. The second those actions stop, the Self is absolutely nothing. Where is any kind of Self if it isn't exerting effort, moving, or perceiving? If it perceives nothing, feels nothing, thinks nothing, and understands nothing? It's nowhere. It doesn't exist—not the Self, nor any of its "emptiness" or "fullness."
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”But Buddha isn't just a historical figure.
Buddha is every enlightened being.”
What "enlightenment"? Give me a break, that's nonsense. Not in the sense that a person can't "become enlightened"—meaning realizing oneself as "light"—but in the sense that "enlightenment" itself can't happen without using those specific physical and mental abilities the Self possesses. How could the Self even know it has been "enlightened" if it didn't somehow perceive, feel, experience, remember, and understand it? The point remains: if the Self shuts down all its physical and mental abilities and actions, nothing is left. Not even the Self. There is nothing.
And quit telling me I'm "talking out of my ass" without checking, experiencing, or having proof when I say the Self is "emptiness" and "nothing." If you don't believe me, I've explained how it works, so go check for yourself and see. That's better than just taking Buddha's word for it.
”Are you trying to FORCE me to accept YOUR experience?”
No. My experience of my Self is mine alone, and I'm the only one who can grasp it, just like your experience of your Self is yours and no one else's. I just want to convince you that you can't have an experience of your Self without some of the physical or mental abilities and actions that your Self is capable of performing, and that your Self is empty and nothing without them. If you don't believe me, test it yourself. And during that test, don't confuse your Self with the physical and mental actions it performs. The Self is the one performing those actions and acting as their cause; the actions themselves are the consequence, and they can't exist on their own without the Self to perform them.