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@Melissa Sanchez8,
Thank you so much for getting back to me.
I went in today, and honestly, there’s just no progress. It’s terrifying. He feels terrible about having to perform another incision because he says it isn't even that severe anymore, yet the healing process is just dragging on forever... He feels bad that I have to suffer through an open wound for weeks when it shouldn't be this intense. It's just going nowhere. 🙄
...so I really have no idea what the next step is going to be.
He switched my penicillin and scheduled me for a follow-up in three days. Once again, it's Thursday morning—if they decide I need a procedure, I have to be ready to go... Ugh.
The mere thought of being cut open and dealing with weeks of agony makes me sick to my stomach, but part of me actually wants him to just do it so we can finally move past this standstill. Because from where I'm sitting, nothing is moving forward—or at least, nothing significant. I'm not even sure if things are getting better or if we're just stuck in the status quo.
Then there is the issue of the underlying cause. I brought up the possibility of a cyst, and he said, "Well, yes, a cyst could be the culprit, putting pressure on everything and causing the gland to react." I don't know... I just don't get the sense that my doctor is fully in control of the situation here. And then he asks, "Do you want us to drain the cyst immediately?" No, I don't! I'd rather let him treat the mastitis first, then deal with the cyst once everything settles down, so we don't trigger a whole new set of complications.
And if it *is* mastitis... what exactly is mastitis? I always thought it was just breast inflammation caused by blocked milk ducts... Now, I'm not even sure about that anymore. Oh, forget it. It’s clear I need to have a very thorough, serious conversation with him. There is inflammation, yes. But of what??? A cyst?? A gland?? Grrrrr... I cannot stand this ambiguity! 😢