William Roberts3 said:Just some thoughts
My vision actually got sharper after my hearing dropped by maybe 35%—all thanks to those wild chemical experiments I used to run back in the day.
I was obsessed with chemistry, so I’d pull off little loud explosions here and there.
As they say, "experience comes at a price."
In my case, the cost was losing part of my hearing.
Which, honestly, isn't all bad since I occasionally miss out on a ton of the stupid stuff people blather on about... 🤣
Now that I'm hitting my 40s, I'm seeing even smaller letters than what you'd see on an eye exam in a doctor's office.
I should also add something that might be interesting to some, but it's huge for me. I've always been a researcher at heart, so
I've noticed how my racing mind just... quiets down. It's like this hyperactive mental noise fades away, replaced by this sharp, raw sense of just experiencing everyday life. Everything feels way more fluid and easier to navigate without overthinking everything.
You end up thinking just enough to get things done.
It seems like we've become way too addicted to over-analyzing the world. We rely so heavily on constant thinking, analyzing, and trying to calculate the perfect move for every single moment.
The "sense of thinking" is totally overrated these days, and it's ironic how much that "sense" is responsible for giving us such a distorted view of reality.
That overrated "thinking sense" has such a strong grip on our vision that it can "see" things that aren't even there. Plus, instead of seeing fifty shades of light, it tends to perceive fifty shades of gray... 🤔
It’s honestly amazing how much fuller and fresher life feels when you stop mentally interpreting everything you experience.
You just experience the moment itself, rather than mostly experiencing your own thoughts *about* the moment.
Maybe we really should dial back our mental processing a bit... dampen that overactive "thinking sense" to sharpen our ability to directly experience life, so we can live more fully and feel more fulfilled.
Without that same "sense"... there is no world, no vision, no recognizing yourself, no understanding yourself within any "it"... there's no cause, no effect, no distorted or undistorted image. There's nothing. It's something primary... or maybe even... impossible to categorize as "overrated."
You know..
When I first started out working up in New York, there was this 3-year-old boy.
Parents brought him into the hospital. A routine operation.
But the anesthetist made a mistake.
Little boy ended up deaf, dumb, blind.. and paralyzed.
For good. Think of it?
Think when that little boy first regained consciousness.
In the dark. You'd be frightened, wouldn’t you?
You'd be frightened in the kind of a way that you know the fear is going to end.
Has to. Must.
Your parents couldn't be too far away.
They'll come to your rescue.
They'll turn the light on.
They'll talk to you.
But.. think of it.
Nobody comes to rescue you.
No light is turned on.
You are in the dark.
You try to speak.. but you can't.
You try to move.. but you can't.
You try to cry out.
But you are unable to hear your own screams.
You are entombed within your own body.
Howling with terror..
What the fuck?
Why the fuck would you tell me a story like that?
No reason.William Roberts3 said:Just some thoughts
My vision actually got sharper after my hearing dropped by maybe 35%—all thanks to those wild chemical experiments I used to run back in the day.
I was obsessed with chemistry, so I’d pull off little loud explosions here and there.
As they say, "experience comes at a price."
In my case, the cost was losing part of my hearing.
Which, honestly, isn't all bad since I occasionally miss out on a ton of the stupid stuff people blather on about... 🤣
Now that I'm hitting my 40s, I'm seeing even smaller letters than what you'd see on an eye exam in a doctor's office.
I should also add something that might be interesting to some, but it's huge for me. I've always been a researcher at heart, so
I've noticed how my racing mind just... quiets down. It's like this hyperactive mental noise fades away, replaced by this sharp, raw sense of just experiencing everyday life. Everything feels way more fluid and easier to navigate without overthinking everything.
You end up thinking just enough to get things done.
It seems like we've become way too addicted to over-analyzing the world. We rely so heavily on constant thinking, analyzing, and trying to calculate the perfect move for every single moment.
The "sense of thinking" is totally overrated these days, and it's ironic how much that "sense" is responsible for giving us such a distorted view of reality.
That overrated "thinking sense" has such a strong grip on our vision that it can "see" things that aren't even there. Plus, instead of seeing fifty shades of light, it tends to perceive fifty shades of gray... 🤔
It’s honestly amazing how much fuller and fresher life feels when you stop mentally interpreting everything you experience.
You just experience the moment itself, rather than mostly experiencing your own thoughts *about* the moment.
Maybe we really should dial back our mental processing a bit... dampen that overactive "thinking sense" to sharpen our ability to directly experience life, so we can live more fully and feel more fulfilled.
On a perfect summer day, taking a deep breath of the surroundings, of life, just letting go of holding onto... thoughts that drift off into some quiet corner of the "brain, soul, mind"... feeling the warmth of the sun on your skin.. that perfect, harmonious, rhythmic, pulsing symphony; the play, the unity of wind, birds, insects... standing barefoot, feeling the safety, the belonging to the earth...... merging with the moment.. would actually allow the environment to become invisible, where a rabid fox, unnoticed just two feet away, is all hunkered down, focused solely on its bite—not as its own character, but as pure madness, which is now just the vehicle for its existence.
From this "safe" corner of being.. which we've shaped through all the traumas (that require attention and premature contemplation of possibilities, based on non-personal insights) nature has thrown at us.. we've become (I am become death, the destroyer of worlds.)... making it possible.. alongside those survivalist need for ruminations about all kinds of rabid foxes during this conformist, safe moment.. to "fantasize" about "zen, harmony.....".
Life isn't the miracle here. It's this "thinking sense." Without it, a person could spend days just sniffing the air for food... never actually realizing, or even knowing, that they need to "eat via this sensory exploration of the surroundings." The senses are just the vehicle—the dashboard, the controls, the tactile way we perceive being... "No reason." But without that "thinking sense"... man, you're just an animalistic, biological capsule perfectly synced with nature, nothing more. "Spirit, mind, soul, ego, self..." acting like some kind of informational intruder... a "cosmic" traveler, a "well-meaning" passerby... riding inside the experience of biological perception. Life is just a safari.
Maybe the problem is that this "cosmic traveler, well-meaning guy"... because of some poorly advertised, overpriced promo for the safari and the booking process... wants to experience things the primal way... exactly how it was pitched. Total absence of the "self." He can't wrap his head around the fact that to actually grasp the self, he has to move beyond basic animal instinct—that mechanical, simultaneous, symbiotic, kinetic stuff. You have to maintain at least the basic functions of perception (observing, noticing, cause-and-effect, contemplation, rumination, ego...)... you need those baseline models of the "thinking sense" to gather perception and experience into a coherent model of life... a way to actually understand it. Maybe he wasn't cheated, maybe he didn't overpay. But as a consumer... he's still a consumer.....