Partial on my front end

It’s already been about a year and a half since the split, and my favorite characters aren't even in the show anymore. I still tune in every once in a while, but honestly, I’ve lost the drive to argue with people who just don't see it my way. What really sucks is that I can't even click on the main thread to see what everyone else is saying. I genuinely want to read the discussions. rustydrifter10, could you please ask the mods to unban me? I promise to be on my best behavior. My favorites have lost their minds anyway—kind of like how I felt when I first read that digital script. Please!

I went ahead and passed your request along to them, so now the ball is in their court.

Thanks!
At the end of the day, all we're asking is to give wiredwolf442 a shot!

We had a long talk about this, and here’s the bottom line: the partial ban stands.
Why? It really comes down to the same old issues. Looking at the active points—including those specifically flagged for harassing other users on the second PDF report—it's clear you haven't actually changed how you interact with people. There hasn't been any meaningful shift in your behavior.

Honestly, if you take a look at my history in the politics section, you’ll see I really try to keep things constructive without resorting to trolling or baiting people. That one instance you mentioned was just a fluke—I was having a rough day and some user's comment totally threw me off balance. I don't really have any desire to argue about this topic anymore anyway. My favorite characters from the show are long gone, and even the main villain has passed away. At this point, I just want access so I can read what everyone is saying. Your fear that I'll start causing trouble again seems pretty unfounded to me; I know how to be polite and respectful when I want to be. Please reconsider. As for what you're expecting me to do via private message, there is absolutely no way. I'm not going to play nice just to suck up to anyone or beg for my account back. I am not a doormat meant to boost the egos of the moderators. I'd much rather stay partially banned forever than do exactly what the mods told me to do through a middleman. We aren't playing that game. It feels like such an unfair way to treat me, especially since I haven't done anything to deserve it. It's as if the only way to get my access restored is to promise I'll act differently, but then it wouldn't be genuine. You're basically expecting wiredwolf442 to be submissive and plead through DMs. I'm truly disappointed by how stubborn you all are being.

My stance on the mods hasn't changed, and it isn't going to: you can't afford even a single bad day where someone manages to get under your skin and you decide to take it out on them. That’s the bottom line. One of the non-negotiable requirements for getting back onto the PDF is having zero outbursts like that. You have one bad day—just one—and you’re instantly relegated to partial access. Once you hit that point, there's honestly no guarantee you'll ever be fully reinstated.
As for that last part of your post, where you claim to know what we expect from people? You couldn't be more wrong. It’s so off base that I can barely find the words, except for this: honestly, one of the biggest perks of your absence is that my inbox isn't being flooded with your messages.
If all you want to do is lurk and read the threads, it’s simple: just log out. You'll still be able to see and read everything.
I am genuinely sorry to hear you're feeling disappointed. Truly.