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Hey everyone, I really need some advice because I’m losing my mind trying to make sense of all this. Where do I even start? Okay, so here's the deal. I'm 23. I don't drink, I don't smoke, and I don't do drugs. 🙂 The last two years have been my own personal hell—something I wouldn't wish on anyone (not like there's a choice, right?). It all started back in the fall of 2006 when out of nowhere, my adductor muscles just gave out. Like, literally, I stood up from a chair and felt this sharp pain in my groin. It dragged on until spring. Every single test came back negative—autoimmune stuff, blah blah blah—I spent a fortune on bloodwork and everything was fine. My doctor just shrugged and said I probably did something playing soccer or whatever, but I don't remember anything like that (can you imagine? I know exactly when the pain hit, and I don't even play soccer). The only thing off was my bilirubin, sitting between 40 and 80. Then, late winter 2006/2007, I developed chronic erosive gastritis out of thin air. Treatment was Nexium and "good luck." By fall 2007, carpal tunnel syndrome popped up in both hands, and by early winter, it was hitting my feet too. At the same time, I'm dealing with intense nerve pain in my hips, neck, and groin. On top of that, both my eyes get inflamed—it looks like uveitis, but my ophthalmologist claims they aren't really equipped to handle it if it's something autoimmune (apparently most eye doctors just don't get it). Then there's the horrific bathroom issues—suspected Crohn's. I dropped 25 pounds in just two months. I basically spent New Year's Eve on the toilet. I've also got these weird red sores, like canker sores, appearing in my mouth. By winter 2008, I ended up in the hospital. Bloodwork for autoimmune disorders was normal, except for that elevated bilirubin again. Gastroscopy showed gastritis, but the colonoscopy was clear. X-rays were perfect, yet I could barely get out of bed. To make matters worse, this strange, painful rash keeps appearing and disappearing every couple of weeks. While I was in the hospital, I started having pain when urinating, but all the swabs for bacteria and viruses came back negative. They discharged me without a diagnosis, but they put me on Sulfasalazine. In the spring of 2008, I started the Sulfasalazine treatment. Everything I just mentioned still hurts, though since starting the Sulfasalazine this fall, it feels slightly less intense. For the first time in seven years, my bilirubin is under 40, though I don't see how that has anything to do with Sulfasalazine, which is usually for Crohn's or rheumatoid arthritis? So, what now? They're sending me for more autoimmune testing, but I already know it’ll be negative just like before. What I really want to know is: does anyone know if it's actually possible for autoimmune disorders to show up negative in bloodwork? Seriously, tell me I'm not the only one this happens to. Even today, I can barely write (college is waiting for me to get better), I can't walk much, I have constant painful bowel movements, and my eyes are itchy and red... it's awful. And the doctors? They just scratch their heads. One guy even tried to refer me to a psychiatrist because he thought I had an eating disorder due to the weight loss. Unbelievable. Thanks for any comments you can give. Anything would be more helpful than what I've gotten from my doctors (with a few exceptions, of course—there are a couple of good ones who actually try to help). Hang in there, everyone. I hope you all spend as little time on this forum as possible, because that means you're healthy!