Richard Johnson4
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joined Apr 2011
I was prescribed Xanax 0.5 mg and Lexapro 50 mg. My therapist suggested starting with these tiny doses—taking 1/4 of a Xanax tablet in the morning, 1/4 at noon, and 1/2 in the evening.
For the Lexapro, the plan was half in the morning and half at night (though for the first two weeks, it's just 1/4 in the morning and 1/4 at night).
But honestly, breaking a pill into four pieces is such a hassle—I can barely even see the lines—and my morning and noon slots basically overlap anyway. So, for the last two days, I've just been taking half a Lexapro and half a Xanax together, both morning and night.
The thing is, I feel absolutely wonderful. It’s this dreamy, hazy, relaxed sensation—sort of like being in a lucid dream (though I haven't started talking to the furniture just yet). Everything feels beautiful and calm. When I step outside, colors seem to shimmer; everything looks different, almost intoxicating, and I even lose my sense of direction a little. It's just pure, incredible peace. And it lasts—it stays with me all day long. It's amazing.
What’s the catch? People take massive amounts of Xanax, yet I'm only on one tablet a day (feels like a placebo, honestly). Even two doses of Normalan barely did anything for me. I highly doubt this is actually the anxiolytic kicking in.
Could this be a side effect of the Lexapro instead? This feeling hits very quickly after I take them both together. Did I mess up by not sticking to those tiny quarter-tablet doses?
Anyone have any thoughts? Truthfully, I don't want this feeling to go away. I have nothing but time, I'm in no rush, colors are shimmering, and I feel blissfully weak, silly, and confused. It's great. 😁
Since I'm still riding this wave and feeling so good, I'm probably just rambling nonsense.