electrichound3 said:Of course we all want to be free from pills, but sometimes we need them just to make life livable. I’m a total wreck sometimes; my anxiety can skyrocket and just drain the life out of me. Things are getting better, though. People say you should just redirect your focus when it happens, but I know firsthand that isn't easy. That way of thinking just crawls into your brain and stays there. I was prescribed Solanax early in my treatment, but I only stayed on it for a couple of days before I developed extrapyramidal symptoms. I froze up, had to get an injection of Cogentin immediately, and finally felt okay again. But they stopped giving it to me. You’re lucky you respond so well to antipsychotics... like Zyprexa... As for my weight, yeah, it fluctuated. There were phases where I had no appetite, followed by phases of binge eating. I haven't been on antipsychotics for over five years now, and I haven't had any psychotic symptoms since. I was on them for three years; I think it was Risperdal at 2 mg, and toward the end of my treatment, I was only taking half a pill before they tapered me off. How long have you been on your current regimen?
Man, you really went through the ringer, didn't you?😢
As far as side effects go, when I first started Seroquel, I broke out in this nasty rash that was itching like crazy. My doctor tried to tell me it wasn't from the Seroquel, but honestly, the timing felt way too perfect for it to be anything else. Eventually, the itching cleared up, so I just kept going with the Seroquel.
I've been on psych meds on and off since July 2011—so about three years total, give or take.
I originally started on Quetiapine to deal with some depersonalization and derealization issues. It helped a bit, and I ended up doing group therapy too.
Around month three of last year, I ended up hospitalized with an F23.2 diagnosis. I actually had to switch psychiatrists because my old one works in pediatric psych, and they wouldn't admit me there since they only take patients up to 18, and I was already 19.
Since I live in NYC, I ended up being treated over at the Brooklyn facility.
While I was there, I was on a cocktail of Haldol, Zyprexa, and Cogentin... along with a ton of dose adjustments that would be way too much of a headache to list out right now. These days, I'm taking Lopomin, Seroquel, Lamictal, and Lorazepam.
So yeah, that's my messy little history with meds and treatment..
Do you have any actual advice on how to beat panic attacks and anxiety? 🙂