Posts by Jesse Taylor62

Hey there! Quick question—is it actually allowed under the IBM terms to include links to PTC (paid-to-click) sites in our signatures?

Thanks!

Check this out:
Mortician
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Deicide
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Cannibal Corpse
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They might not be the fastest bands out there—but man, they were always favorites of mine!

George Robinson43 said:I’ve spent some time reading through your blog, and frankly, I don't think you're going to get much out of this endeavor.
Unless you fully commit to a rigorous, three-plus-year period of intensive psychological restructuring—essentially a complete personality overhaul in total isolation from society—you'll simply end up hitting rock bottom.
Of course, there is a third alternative: opting for a lifetime of "therapy" involving twenty to twenty-five pills dissolved in a solution every single day, essentially living your life as a zombie.
If you are searching for sympathy because you lack any backbone, you won't find it here. You know exactly what it means to be a nobody—a complete nonentity.

offtopic: I'm certainly not looking for pity!—besides, I laid out all my reasons for writing right there in the blog's introduction.

You might not be an addict yet, but you’re probably still using coke or some other chemical cocktail. My friend—please, stop while you still have the chance. Very few people can actually stay in control over the long haul. As for me, I managed to keep it under wraps from when I first tried weed at thirteen until I was twenty—by which point I'd already been deep in the heroin scene for two years.

I thought I was in control—just "recreational" use for a long time—but I was basically riding a high for nearly two years straight. The problem is how slowly these things grab hold of you; you don't even realize it's happening. You think you're just playing around, and then suddenly, you realize you've gone way too far—and by then, turning back is incredibly difficult.

I've been on the needle for seven years now. I had a phase where I was totally clean for an entire year—nothing at all. Just sports and music. But just when I felt recovered and thought I was finally okay, I got sucked right back in. It’s a constant battle, my friend. It feels great while it lasts, but there's always an end.

Use your head!

Just search Google for "false positive drug test." Or you can head over to www.mayoclinic.org.
These things happen more often than you'd think—and that link Benjamin Johnson92 shared is actually a great resource. I honestly don't even know how to explain it to people! I went through something similar myself; I used to use drugs, but I’ve been clean for a long time now, and a massive caffeine binge actually triggered a false positive. It wasn't an issue with the police, just my parents—so I showed them some info I found online, and now they finally believe me.