Amanda Morris3 said:To me, this doesn't sound quite like schizophrenia; it sounds more like an obsessive-compulsive personality disorder...
schizophrenia symptoms >
+ (positive) > hallucinations, delusions, disorganized speech, disorganized behavior
- (negative) > anhedonia, avolition, flat affect, alogia
Schizophrenia where positive symptoms predominate (like auditory hallucinations or persecutory delusions) generally has a better prognosis than schizophrenia dominated by negative symptoms (which can often mimic depression or cyclothymia, making a diagnosis much harder to pin down for a long time)
Thanks for the response, Amanda Morris3!
I looked up obsessive-compulsive personality disorder online, but I'm not sure if that's really it... I mean, the main symptom of that disorder seems to be living through rituals...
The person I was describing doesn't really have any special or unusual rituals; they're just an average person, I guess...
The only thing is; they definitely deal with fears (that's for sure, because those fears grab them all the time)
That person speaks in a disorganized way (meaning, when they say something to you, you can't make sense of it at all, and then they get upset because you didn't understand what they were thinking!) No one can understand when they explain things... it's almost like they're speaking in codes from their own little world, and nobody can decode their thoughts.
They are driven by intense jealousy... even toward their own children, and from that jealousy, a great rage grows...
Then they elevate themselves to this high pedestal; it's hard to say for sure, but they act like some higher being, above everyone else, something incredibly precious (which is why I might say schizophrenia)... the person imagines they are uniquely capable or successful and tries to belittle others. Objectively speaking, though, they aren't more capable than the average person. They might even be a bit weaker in terms of mental abilities.
As for whether they have hallucinations, I don't know; maybe they do, but then they stay silent about it... but that's possible, since they haven't slept well at night since they were young...