Harold Anderson3 said:Thanks for all the input!!
My son never had those delusions about being followed or someone orchestrating his future. He used to hang out with friends like any normal kid. The fears he actually dealt with were based in reality. After that first traumatic stay in the hospital, he felt totally cornered by the doctors. He lived in constant dread that the cops would just swoop in and haul him back to the psych ward. As a parent, I think that kind of fear is actually pretty understandable. One time, a private psychologist told me he’d love to meet someone who *wasn't* terrified after going through what my son went through—something the psychiatrists dismissed as paranoia. He wasn't scared of spies or conspiracies... his anxiety was tied to the treatment itself and how he was being handled. He’d wake up in the middle of the night screaming, "Let me go, I didn't do anything wrong."
The voices started showing up after he got the Risperdal injections, and they haven't stopped since. They're always negative, telling him he's useless, that he's a failure, that he won't amount to anything in life... you know the drill.
What I really wish we could do is get him into a long-term observation program at a compassionate clinic, but honestly, I don't think places like that even exist to help figure out what caused this versus what happened later.
Thanks for all the input!!
My son never had those delusions about being followed or someone orchestrating his future. He used to hang out with friends like any normal kid. The fears he actually dealt with were based in reality. After that first traumatic stay in the hospital, he felt totally cornered by the doctors. He lived in constant dread that the cops would just swoop in and haul him back to the psych ward. As a parent, I think that kind of fear is actually pretty understandable. One time, a private psychologist told me he’d love to meet someone who *wasn't* terrified after going through what my son went through—something the psychiatrists dismissed as paranoia. He wasn't scared of spies or conspiracies... his anxiety was tied to the treatment itself and how he was being handled. He’d wake up in the middle of the night screaming, "Let me go, I didn't do anything wrong."
The voices started showing up after he got the Risperdal injections, and they haven't stopped since. They're always negative, telling him he's useless, that he's a failure, that he won't amount to anything in life... you know the drill.
What I really wish we could do is get him into a long-term observation program at a compassionate clinic, but honestly, I don't think places like that even exist to help figure out what caused this versus what happened later.
You see, I'm also on risperidone—which is called Risperdal here in the States—and it’s honestly been my lifeline. I've been on it for four years now, getting an injection every two weeks; I started at 50 mg, moved down to 37.5 mg, and I'm at 25 mg now, and I haven't missed a single dose in all that time. Personally, I find it hard to believe that the medication itself causes hallucinations; it's more likely that if there were hallucinations, they were already present and just didn't subside because of the meds. Maybe seeking care at a private clinic might offer better options; in our experience, private care is often a significant step up from the public system, and I imagine that gap is probably even wider over in your neck of the woods.
You see, I'm also on risperidone—which is called Risperdal here in the States—and it’s honestly been my lifeline. I've been on it for four years now, getting an injection every two weeks; I started at 50 mg, moved down to 37.5 mg, and I'm at 25 mg now, and I haven't missed a single dose in all that time. Personally, I find it hard to believe that the medication itself causes hallucinations; it's more likely that if there were hallucinations, they were already present and just didn't subside because of the meds. Maybe seeking care at a private clinic might offer better options; in our experience, private care is often a significant step up from the public system, and I imagine that gap is probably even wider over in your neck of the woods.
Risperdal is basically a garbage medication overall
It turns my head into a spinning top—seriously, 180 degrees—and girls sometimes don't even get their period, while guys? Yeah, "down there" stops working entirely. They usually only throw this stuff at patients who aren't responding to the newer, more modern meds. Honestly, I wouldn't even be shocked if it caused hallucinations as a side effect.
All those old-school drugs are just straight-up disasters.