Arthur Morgan3 said:Bill Gates
This is a painfully true story that honestly makes me sick.
My wife, our little kid, and I bring home a total of $4500 a month; my mortgage payment is $2333, utilities are $500, and childcare and essentials run about $233 monthly. That leaves me with $1433 to actually live on.
I've never once been in the red—I still have that student checking account that doesn't even allow overdrafts, and God willing, I won't need it.
This mortgage is killing me; if I could pay it all off tomorrow, I would, but it’s just not happening.
Now, look at my sister—she lives in the condo my parents bought; she’s single, her salary is $2000, plus utilities $333 and food for her birds.
And just look at her overdraft status now: $5000, with two unplanned loans of $5,000 and $7,000.
I’m talking skiing trips, summer vacations, buying new shoes every single month—sometimes two pairs—closets full of clothes, yet somehow there's nothing to wear. It just keeps happening.
Honestly, I can't wrap my head around it; it's a lifestyle I despise and find completely foreign. Who do you think is the smarter one, me or her? Everyone tells me it's her, because she’s "enjoying the finer things in life." The bank loves handing out money, but they love collecting more than they give.
I should emphasize that my family isn't starving, nor are we dirty, nor are we walking around barefoot or naked. We just try to live within our means.
Sometimes I'll eat potato salad two days in a row, sometimes it's chicken, sometimes pork, sometimes a simple rice dish—but I live without being in the red.
Reading your post, I can't shake the feeling that you're actually just jealous of your sister.
The truth is, she earns less, sure, and she might have some $5000 debt, but at least she actually lives her life.
She doesn't have kids or pets to worry about; if things get tight, she can just eat toast and call it a day.
You don't have that luxury. You've buried yourself in dangerous high-interest loans, and you're left with $1333, which isn't much to show for it. What can you even do with that money? Nothing. You can't even afford a simple movie night with the family, a nice dinner out with your wife, or a little weekend road trip. You can scrape by now because the kid is small, but just wait. Once they grow up and start wanting designer clothes and stuff, you won't have a dime
Sure, you'll eventually leave this apartment to your child, but we're talking fifty years down the line. Do you really think this place will still be worth anything? Or do you think your kid won't be able to build their own life and find their own roof over their head by then?
Look at the big picture here. Forget the apartment if it means spending your entire life counting every single dollar before you dare spend it.
You say you aren't hungry, you aren't starving, you aren't living in rags. Is that really all there is to life? Just surviving?