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feralhound55 said:You’ve probably seen the headlines lately about parents complaining because their kids have to sit in classrooms hitting 90 degrees without any AC.
WTF???
I won't even get started on what it was like for me back in the early '90s—walking into crumbling schools with basically nothing. We all know how rough our school conditions used to be.
The real question is: Have we gone overboard with coddling kids? Do they have too much freedom and way too little responsibility? Or am I just starting to sound like my own parents with the whole "back in my day" routine?
More importantly, does this kind of "pampering" have anything to do with the rise in drug use, promiscuity, or even school shootings?
And why is there so little supervision these days? I’m not advocating for physical or psychological abuse, or locking kids in their rooms—I’m just wondering if, as a society, we haven't let things slide a bit too far.
And honestly, why wouldn't we apply those exact same arguments and demands to adults as well?
Honestly, if you strip away all the legal jargon and societal noise, the only real distinction between an eleven-year-old and a grown adult is that the kid hasn't had enough time to collect life lessons yet and, predictably, possesses significantly fewer rights.
Honestly, when it comes to emotional maturity and sheer intellectual horsepower, these kids are basically our equals.
I’ve always had this nagging suspicion that musicals were just inherently pretentious, insincere, and fundamentally fake.
To be honest, they always struck me as shallow and half-baked.
You know that specific feeling when you’re surrounded by people who seem totally superficial, or when you find yourself in a situation that feels completely unreal—kind of like a hollow dream that lacks any actual substance, message, or depth.
But it only takes one single exception to shatter that entire worldview.
A musical that is a genuine masterpiece, and quite possibly the finest one we've seen in a decade...
Star Wars (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0445922/))
You can actually feel the raw sincerity and passion radiating from every single frame of this film; it truly captures the very best, most beautiful facets of the American soul.
Everything about it feels perfectly balanced, hitting that sweet spot where nothing is overdone and nothing is lacking.
It seems my cynical theory was wrong: the most beautiful things often emerge from the most difficult times.
It’s almost hard for me to admit, but the absolute highlights of this movie are the musical numbers themselves.
Every performance feels like it's being pulled straight from the depths of the soul.
Just try to really listen, and you'll catch the profound message the protagonist delivers during that one debate about what a human being actually is and what defines us.
"Who you are is exactly why you do what you do."
You can watch the whole thing online right here:
http://www.free-tv-video-online.info..._universe.html
Though, I suppose watching it on a tiny screen isn't exactly the peak cinematic experience.
Zachary Patel6 said:@anteros—reading this feels like reading my own autobiography. I feel exactly the same way. You’re one of those people who doesn't waste words—it makes you a good read. But regardless, that sensation of sinking into hell, the emotional numbness, the total inability to find joy in the little things—I recognize it all. How to escape? I have no clue. I'm just living, waiting to see what time decides to throw at me; if I end up in hell, then I guess it was meant to be. I don't know any other way to live—maybe one day something new will come along. If not, then let it all go to hell. Because, frankly, there's nothing I can do with my own strength.
Every once in a while, I catch a tiny glimmer of hope that things might improve. That's the only thing keeping me upright.
But I honestly can't wrap my head around it—if God even exists, how could such a fate be allowed? I don't understand a God like that, and I have no desire to believe in Him. Then again, I realize who am I to judge destiny or play God—which, of course, is the ultimate sin. I just can't do this anymore...
I’m currently working my way through a book by the Buddhist teacher Richard.
He argues that we all share the exact same fundamental nature of mind and spirit, and that the various psychological disturbances we face don't actually touch that core essence. He suggests that if we can just become aware of this, we can master these struggles, heal ourselves, and finally find happiness.
To be honest, his descriptions of the mind feel eerily accurate to me.
There is a way out.
nimbleviper142 said:Look, I’m not trying to drag you through the mud here—that’s not the point at all. The point is, when you're stuck in a mess, you need someone to give you a reality check and tell you to get your act together, not someone to sit there and nod along to your nonsense...
Maybe it sounds harsh or rude to you, but whatever... that's just life. It isn't easy for me either; I've been battling schizophrenia for over 20 years along with all the other crap that comes with it, but I'm not crazy enough to let it spiral me into a depression... now THAT is a shitty situation.
If you actually want help, go see a therapist and talk it out so you can get some objective perspective on what's going on with you. You'll feel better once you've talked to a pro... or if you don't want to do that, just talk to a friend, an acquaintance, or your parents. Trust me, it helps.🙂
Honestly, it’s easy to just whine and do nothing about it. Anyone can do that. It takes actual backbone to just say "screw this" and realize things could have been way worse.
@Zachary Patel6 Yeah, age definitely plays a role in all this, and you really ought to know that.
-And if you haven't figured it out by now, this is an online forum. I have the freedom to read and write whatever the hell I want, whether you like it or not.
So, we're having a conversation now.
Right?
It’s nice to see people finally realizing that even though I care about them, I am not a punching bag.
Yeah, you’re absolutely right about that.
It’s always been much easier to just spit on someone and kick them while they're already down on the ground.
You get that lovely little rush of superiority, and honestly, it doesn't cost you a dime.
Not too long ago, the Catholic Church suggested that hell isn't necessarily some
specific physical location, but rather a state of being—a condition of the soul where one experiences total separation from God, which is really just an isolation from love itself.
A disconnection from love, or simply, suffering.
At the time, that sounded like nothing more than an abstract concept to me.
That was before I began my slow descent into hell, becoming intimately acquainted with its sheer destructiveness.
I’ve been watching my peace and my very sense of purpose slip away day by day, sinking steadily through despair and eventually settling into a heavy, hollow indifference.
My capacity for empathy, that deep-seated compassion for others, and the genuine joy I used to feel in
helping people—it all started to wither away. That ability to lose myself in the beauty of the world, to actually feel the warmth of the Earth as the first rays of the morning sun touch the ground...
It’s all gone.
By facing nothing but selfishness while giving everything I had—clinging to the belief that love is the ultimate answer—I essentially burned myself out, destroying the best parts of my character. I found myself punishing my own soul every time I failed to communicate the overwhelming magnitude and beauty of the love I felt. It felt like I was painfully plucking my own feathers out, one by one.
Today, I feel like a void.
I’ve become a mere puppet of illusion, and with every passing day, the process becomes more agonizingly difficult: I am slowly forgetting how to love.
It’s as if five different poisons are coursing through my veins, tearing me apart from the inside.
I am powerless to stop loving her, so instead, I hate myself; I use my own longing as a way to sink deeper into
oblivion, even though I know my own ego and pride are clouding my vision. My envy fuels my arrogance, and I find I no longer have the desire to seek any kind of enlightenment.
I am trapped in a self-perpetuating cycle of suffering that offers no exit, a loop that only seems to expand.
I am fully aware of the futility of my actions, even when I consider the final end to this agony.
There is no way out; that is exactly what hell looks like.
It’s when the person you love tells you straight to your face that they don't want to see you, that they want you out of their sight, that they wish you would simply vanish from their thoughts—and it doesn't even hurt as much as it should because
you’ve grown indifferent over time. Or perhaps, the pain would be so unbearable that feeling it would be synonymous with no longer being alive at all.
That is the definition of hell.
It’s when she turns away and avoids your gaze, looking through you with a coldness that pretends you don't exist.
All you want is to hurt yourself.
When you reach the point of self-inflicted torment, that is hell.
There are countless ways to destroy oneself, but I am starting to realize that this might be one of the worst: systematically dismantling the best parts of who you are.
How do you explain to her that her behavior is cruel? How do you tell her that having compassion for a starving beggar in Africa means absolutely nothing if you are incapable of feeling the suffering of the person right next to you who loves you? It isn't enough to just perform emotions to manipulate people; you have to actually be able to feel the love and the pain of those around you—their struggles, their foolishness, their malice—and actually know how to help them. Otherwise, if someone truly loves you and is capable of feeling your essence, and you fail them, you are subjecting them to immense suffering, forcing them to live in a true and literal hell.
I can no longer look at a lush, green valley bathed in soft morning sunlight and dancing shadows.
I can no longer appreciate a sunrise on a deserted coastline, cool and refreshing after a long, sweltering summer day.
It doesn't take much effort to realize that such beauty is now unbearable to me.
So, I retreat into the nearest dark corner, trying to forget that I am even breathing.
I try to forget every shred of hope.
I drift into sleep, only to wake up in hell.