I hate my inner circle
in Psychology & Therapy ·
Angela Thompson5 said:I don't even know what the core issue is, but I’ve never seen eye-to-eye with my parents. Over the last two years, it’s spiraled into this intense resentment, hatred, and straight-up contempt. And honestly? I feel the exact same way about my relatives. Even with friends—if one tries to get close or wants to know some deep secret of mine, I just start looking down on them. Don't even get me started on guys; I've never had anyone I could actually be real with. I'm 21. Is this just a massive fear of intimacy? Why does it even happen? I'm guessing my parents are at the root of all this, since they were pretty much neglectful and cold most of my life. Raising a kid just wasn't high on their priority list.
You're afraid. I don't know what of, but you're definitely afraid.