Posts by Roger Morales51

I truly hope you're right, Jeffrey Bennett66, I really do. There are moments when I feel quite certain about these things, yet, unfortunately, I find myself lacking that unwavering conviction more often than I would like. Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could simply exist in a state of constant, absolute clarity?
But then again... I suppose I think I know, yet even then, I can't say for sure if I'm actually certain, if that makes any sense at all.

unbearable physical and mental agony.
Death itself isn't what haunts me, per se. Rather, I find myself trembling at my own uncertainty regarding whatever lies beyond—I am terrified of the void. I realize how irrational it sounds, but there is this deep-seated fear of the total extinction of consciousness. Wouldn't it be simpler if I could just "let go" and simply drift away into somewhere else? I have no desire for nothingness, yet I frequently find myself unable to endure either the physical or the psychological torment. When the pain becomes truly unbearable, you simply want to surrender. And yet, something always holds you back... that nagging dread that perhaps everything might truly be over, forever. If I were certain that it wasn't the end, would I just let myself go? I don't know...