Posts by silentfalcon6

I didn't start this thread just to hear people tear me down... but I guess it’s way too easy for everyone to jump on a bandwagon and judge someone before actually offering a hand. Honestly, I bet none of you have ever felt truly insecure about yourselves, your relationships, or just life in general. Must be nice! Since this isn't some high school drama forum or a teen section, I’d really appreciate a little bit of basic respect here.
Why do you think I decided to major in psychology? It’s because I’m fully aware that I’m my own biggest problem—that my self-confidence is shot and I can't seem to find a decent therapist to help me through it. But hey, maybe things couldn't get any worse... except they did. My absolute worst fears actually came true. His girlfriend sent him a message on Facebook asking when they were finally going to grab coffee, and he clearly forgot to delete it. He actually admitted to me that he’s already looking for a "backup plan" in case we break up soon. Nice... right?😢I completely lost it. I didn't even say a single word... my heart was just hammering against my ribs so hard and everything started going dark around the edges. And then people have the nerve to tell you that this stuff is harmless... that it's totally normal to play games with people... sure, but where do you draw the line? It looks like my boyfriend has completely forgotten what love even means, if he ever knew it at all. Anyway, thanks to those of you who didn't just chime in to act "cool" or try to insult me with questions like "how old are you?" or "how long have you even been using the internet?" wow... seriously, those comments really helped! Thanks a lot!🙄It feels like there are fewer and fewer people left who actually want to help anyone. Regardless, I don't want this to turn into a massive monologue; I just wanted to say that my gut instinct was right... unfortunately.😢

Hey everyone...

I’m honestly sitting here just crying my eyes out and I can't seem to catch my breath... My heart is absolutely racing and I just feel so incredibly helpless right now. I don't even know if there's something wrong with me, like maybe it's my own self-esteem or something, but I'm spiraling. So, my boyfriend invited me to join Facebook, and even though I usually hate all that social media stuff, I kind of got sucked into it and ended up reconnecting with some old friends from high school. But then, while I was scrolling through his profile, I saw this poll he posted where people could vote on whether they'd go out with him or not... As I'm typing this, my heart is practically jumping out of my chest. I seriously cannot believe this! And the worst part? Two people actually voted yes. I’m assuming it was just his female friends voting, because you can't participate unless you're on his list and added as a friend.😢...
I mean, like... wtf??? I have no idea if I should even bring this up to him, or ask him straight out if he did this specifically to make me jealous. Part of me wishes I had never even seen it, wished I hadn't joined Facebook at all, but now this whole thing is just haunting me... Like, someone should just adopt him as a pet or something... and honestly, I get this nagging feeling that he's just desperately fishing for attention from other girls on there... I don't even know what else to think about it all.