Matthew Taylor6 said:Angela Wright, there are times when it’s hard for me to feel grateful for being alive. I think you might have lost someone? I'm sorry if my thought hurts you a bit, but this applies strictly to my own life and my inability to feel certain things about it—it isn't a judgment on humanity as a whole.
Thank you so much for responding. Sometimes a person hits rock bottom and ends up looking for help in places they normally wouldn't bother with. I don't see many dedicated threads for patients on this forum, and it feels way too heavy to turn to people close to me for this kind of support. That’s why this seemed like the right place during a moment of weakness. Honestly, I already feel awkward being here today, but yesterday, I just needed some help.
Sophia Ross53, thank you for such a beautiful response. Your mom rocks. You do too.
slyseal28, thanks to you as well. I'm not quite sure who you're writing for here? Whoever it is, I hope nothing but the best for you, that person, and your family.
Why would I be offended? We all live inside our own skin, but outside of that, we can—and should—have support, regardless of whatever decisions we make in life, provided we make them consciously and rationally. We can certainly help one another through that.
Try logging into the association's forum; plenty of patients post there. I'm sure that could give you extra motivation and maybe point out some nuances you haven't noticed yet (it seems to me you're female 🙂 )
Most of us here have faced a diagnosis at some point, either directly or indirectly, and we all know exactly what comes in that package. Both slyseal28 and I lost our loved ones, but the fight went on until the very end in both our cases. Of course, there were setbacks, but we pulled ourselves up together and kept moving forward, and every single moment of that struggle was worth it. It made us and our loved ones better people. It built us up and taught us how to truly appreciate life in its fullest sense.