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Thanks for the kind wishes 😁
I didn't mean to stir things up here for no reason, please excuse me 😳
It just started weighing on my mind until it turned into real anxiety. I’m heading to my doctor—as I mentioned, I have an irregular cycle with spotting and cramping—so I couldn't help but wonder if that growth 😁might be linked to all of that
Anyway, I'm just hoping everything turns out okay, as much as that's possible 😬
here I am 😳
Look, the reason I asked was because this doesn't match my understanding of the hymen at all. From what I know, it should just be a thin layer of tissue partially covering the vaginal opening. What I’m feeling feels more like some kind of growth inside—I can't tell exactly how deep it is, maybe a couple of inches in—but looking at this image http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:V...english%29.jpg, what I have definitely doesn't look like a hymen
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I figured I was probably overreacting by calling it a polyp, but the idea of it being my hymen never even crossed my mind. It feels a bit strange to believe, but if Alex White6 says so, I guess I'll take her word for it 😬 (better than trusting some random site 😁 )
. It's just weird; based on what I wrote, I can bypass it from the back, but not from the front 😕
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Anyway, I'll figure out this dilemma in the next few days 😬
. If nothing else, I'll just talk to a therapist
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A dot? Hardly. It’s more like a massive canyon! 🤣
But I still lean toward thinking that isn't it. Messing around with that didn't really give me any satisfaction... honestly, I can't even feel it when I touch it, other than just feeling it against my fingertip.
Next please! 😁
Look, I’m not trying to be one of those "Am I pregnant?" types, but I also don't want the usual "pee on the keyboard and we'll tell you" jokes...
If things weren't such a mess, I wouldn't even be posting this, but clearly
So, getting straight to the point, here’s the deal:
- I'm a virgin
- I have a boyfriend
- He's incredibly high-drive (and honestly, so am I) 😈
- I used to turn him down because I wasn't ready, but now I really want to😬 , and I want to do it badly
The issue is that during some self-exploration😬 I noticed something feels off (based on what I assume the inside should look like, since I haven't had any other experience to compare it to)😳
Basically, everything should be open, right? Well, mine isn't quite...
Not exactly...
See, when I use a finger, I get a few centimeters past the opening and hit something—it's cylindrical, maybe about half an inch wide
Now, what on earth is that?! If I go just before it, I can go a little further, but then it feels like I'm pushing against something that kind of yields or moves inward
If I move my finger behind it (toward my back), I can go as deep as my finger allows.
WHAT IS THIS?!?! 😕
And as much as this might be funny to read, I feel so embarrassed.
I truly want to sleep with him more🙂 but as soon as things start heating up, I remember this, my mood totally tanks, and I end up pushing him away immediately.
It's been going on for a while now and I'm starting to feel bad for him; I don't even know how to bring it up without making him feel rejected or unwanted or whatever.
I have an appointment scheduled for June 11th with my doctor (I've been dealing with irregular cycles and pain even when I'm not on my period)
and I seriously cannot wait until that date to find out what's going on.
I did a little Googling to see if I could identify it, and the only thing that came up was a cervical polyp—it says they can protrude a few centimeters into the vaginal canal. Could that be it? (If anyone else has dealt with this, please let me know).
What should I do? Should I hold off on everything until my exam, or should we just try and see what happens (I read somewhere that during first-time sex, the uterus shifts up a bit, so maybe that helps with this too😬)?
Embarrassing, just so embarrassing.😳
And no, I didn't graduate middle school or high school🙂 specifically because of stuff like this😁
I didn't post this in the health section because I know more women hang out here, but if this is in the wrong place, please move it.