Posts by Anthony Howard33

I’m dealing with all of that too, but on top of everything else, there’s been blood in my urine for about nine months now. Nobody seems to have a clue what’s going on; I’ve gone through every doctor you can think of, and they all come up empty-handed, yet the pain just keeps coming—this dull, heavy ache that just leaves me feeling completely wiped out and exhausted.🤷
I honestly don’t even know who to turn to anymore.

Honestly, I’ve just been burying myself at home and staying as far away from everyone as possible. I’m eating constantly, probably drinking a bit too much on top of it, and the pain triggers these sudden bursts of rage that are hard to handle. I find myself resenting pretty much everyone, though thank God I always manage to pull through somehow. They say time heals all wounds, and I’m leaning heavily into that, especially when it comes to you. I’ve been avoiding any kind of social interaction lately—it feels smarter that way, since if I don't talk to people, I can't even insult them. It’s better this way than being able to look them straight in the eye again like you can.