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Hey everyone, sorry if this gets a bit long-winded, but things have become pretty complicated and I feel like I need to lay out every single detail from the very beginning to make sense of it all. My issues actually started about three years ago when I began struggling with constant urination; I was hitting the restroom more than ten times a day and putting out upwards of three liters of urine despite only drinking about two liters...
That was just the start of a nightmare that has only intensified and continues to this day. I’ve gone through an endless gauntlet of tests, including brain MRIs because doctors suspected diabetes insipidus—they actually found a tiny 4mm nodule on my pituitary gland, though luckily it wasn't pressing on my optic nerves. After running a full hormonal panel, everything came back normal, which ruled out diabetes insipidus, though my cortisol levels were completely haywire due to the sheer stress of the testing process itself. The specialist told me the pituitary adenoma is benign and just needs monitoring to see if it grows, but they concluded there’s no actual link between that and the frequent urination...
Since then, the stress of it all triggered a series of issues: spasms in my Colton, chronic fatigue, and then a strange shift where my urine output actually dropped significantly. It went from being too frequent to being incredibly infrequent—sometimes I can go twelve hours without feeling any urge at all unless I take a diuretic. I’ve done every test imaginable... countless blood draws, hormone checks, colonoscopies, stool cultures, abdominal ultrasounds (which showed nothing except some indigestion and extra gas), and X-rays/scans of my stomach, small intestine, and large intestine. Aside from some increased haustrations in the colon and motility issues—specifically some barium stasis in the jejunum area and delayed transit in the large intestine—nothing organic was found. My doctor basically told me it's all psychosomatic, meaning there's no physical structural damage...
After all those tests and dealing with these symptoms, I just broke mentally. I fell into a deep depression because of how much this affects my life; nothing brings me joy anymore, and I’ve become so lethargic and apathetic that even basic daily tasks feel impossible because I'm constantly obsessing over my health and some looming catastrophic outcome. I spend my days ruminating on how many times I've had to run to the bathroom, whether I should take a diuretic or not, the constant abdominal cramping, the bloating, having multiple bowel movements a day, and that nagging feeling that I haven't fully emptied my bowels... Since there isn't much left to try, I've decided to see a psychiatrist and start antidepressants just to try and dampen the physical symptoms...
So, regarding the medication, I've already tried Lexapro and Venlafaxine, but I had to stop both because they absolutely crushed my libido and caused erectile dysfunction, which is a major issue for me since I'm sexually active. Then I tried Ludiomil for a short stint, but it made my appetite skyrocket to the point where I never felt full, even after huge meals; I gained three pounds in a single week and had to quit. Right now, I’m on 25mg of Sinequan, which makes me very sleepy—not a big deal for me—and it hasn't affected my libido, which is vital, but it does increase my appetite, so I’ve put on another pound and I'm already wondering if I should stop taking it too...
If anyone has any advice regarding medications or maybe some ways to manage the cramping, I would be incredibly grateful for anything that might help me break out of this vicious cycle that’s been going on for three years. Sorry again for the long story, and please excuse any slips in my writing... if anyone has a suggestion for what might help, I am truly thankful in advance...🙂
That was just the start of a nightmare that has only intensified and continues to this day. I’ve gone through an endless gauntlet of tests, including brain MRIs because doctors suspected diabetes insipidus—they actually found a tiny 4mm nodule on my pituitary gland, though luckily it wasn't pressing on my optic nerves. After running a full hormonal panel, everything came back normal, which ruled out diabetes insipidus, though my cortisol levels were completely haywire due to the sheer stress of the testing process itself. The specialist told me the pituitary adenoma is benign and just needs monitoring to see if it grows, but they concluded there’s no actual link between that and the frequent urination...
Since then, the stress of it all triggered a series of issues: spasms in my Colton, chronic fatigue, and then a strange shift where my urine output actually dropped significantly. It went from being too frequent to being incredibly infrequent—sometimes I can go twelve hours without feeling any urge at all unless I take a diuretic. I’ve done every test imaginable... countless blood draws, hormone checks, colonoscopies, stool cultures, abdominal ultrasounds (which showed nothing except some indigestion and extra gas), and X-rays/scans of my stomach, small intestine, and large intestine. Aside from some increased haustrations in the colon and motility issues—specifically some barium stasis in the jejunum area and delayed transit in the large intestine—nothing organic was found. My doctor basically told me it's all psychosomatic, meaning there's no physical structural damage...
After all those tests and dealing with these symptoms, I just broke mentally. I fell into a deep depression because of how much this affects my life; nothing brings me joy anymore, and I’ve become so lethargic and apathetic that even basic daily tasks feel impossible because I'm constantly obsessing over my health and some looming catastrophic outcome. I spend my days ruminating on how many times I've had to run to the bathroom, whether I should take a diuretic or not, the constant abdominal cramping, the bloating, having multiple bowel movements a day, and that nagging feeling that I haven't fully emptied my bowels... Since there isn't much left to try, I've decided to see a psychiatrist and start antidepressants just to try and dampen the physical symptoms...
So, regarding the medication, I've already tried Lexapro and Venlafaxine, but I had to stop both because they absolutely crushed my libido and caused erectile dysfunction, which is a major issue for me since I'm sexually active. Then I tried Ludiomil for a short stint, but it made my appetite skyrocket to the point where I never felt full, even after huge meals; I gained three pounds in a single week and had to quit. Right now, I’m on 25mg of Sinequan, which makes me very sleepy—not a big deal for me—and it hasn't affected my libido, which is vital, but it does increase my appetite, so I’ve put on another pound and I'm already wondering if I should stop taking it too...
If anyone has any advice regarding medications or maybe some ways to manage the cramping, I would be incredibly grateful for anything that might help me break out of this vicious cycle that’s been going on for three years. Sorry again for the long story, and please excuse any slips in my writing... if anyone has a suggestion for what might help, I am truly thankful in advance...🙂