Sophia Brown34
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joined Sep 2011
So, after thinking about it forever, lurking on forums, researching doctors, and all that, I finally decided to get my nose fixed. And I did it. Two weeks ago. Honestly, the surgery itself didn't hurt at all—not during, not after, not even when they took out the packing. Absolutely zero pain. The bruising under my eyes cleared up after ten days, though I could pretty much hide it with a little concealer by day five. I was so incredibly happy with how smoothly everything was going. When the cast came off, I felt like I was on top of the world. But today is day 14, and I’m not feeling quite so great... I actually ended up complaining to the doctor today that my nose looks like it's growing, haha. I felt so ridiculous saying that... The tip, which was the part I was most worried about, is sticking out. Okay, I get it—the bridge looks slimmer now that the swelling is down, but the tip hasn't caught up yet. I understand the logic, but I still feel like I'm in a hole. Another thing: I can't laugh the way I used to, and I miss that so much!! WHEN WILL I BE ABLE TO LAUGH AGAIN? HOW LONG DOES THIS LAST!!! And worst of all, I just don't feel like myself... it's like my whole facial structure has changed... My eyes, which are my favorite feature, just look different now... I look in the mirror and I see someone else. I thought maybe I was just overthinking it, but even my hairstylist mentioned it the second she saw me today... I'm totally spiraling because of this... I mean, the nose itself is fine, the tip is just a bit prominent right now, but I guess it'll be okay once the healing is fully done... but MY EYES, will they ever go back to looking the way they did?????!!!!! Please, guys, tell me, has anyone else dealt with this... maybe once everything settles, things will return to normal... I feel so weird because even though the nose is actually nice, I'm still struggling!!!