Hey everyone,
I’ve been lurking here for quite a while now—honestly, at first it was just pure curiosity, but lately, it’s become more of a necessity 🙂
So, basically, I ended up needing surgery on my sinuses, specifically the paranasal ones.
The exact moment my ORLOG doctor told me that the surgery was optional (which my primary care physician had also mentioned previously) and I agreed, and then he started writing down that I was scheduled for procedures at the Mayo Clinic and that I should head to the front desk to check my appointment time... man, that feeling is priceless. There I am, staring at this paperwork, having absolutely no clue what "FESS" even means,
other than maybe some kind of sinus surgery, but I definitely knew what the abbreviation meant regarding anesthesia—endotracheal anesthesia. Total panic. I started getting these massive flashbacks of health anxiety, projecting scenarios where they wouldn't be able to intubate me, or how my blood pressure might be too high, etc. In short, I went into a state of panic equivalent to the first time I ever had to give a public presentation to people
who were complete strangers. So, anyway, I set the date, got stamped with a thousand different tests, and immediately grabbed the internal referrals...
At that point, I slowly started picking up anesthesia textbooks (Lognecker) and ENT manuals, since I decided it would probably be better for my mental state if I stopped checking the forums for a bit.
In the meantime, I had my consultation with the anesthesiologist (everything was fine up to that point), and I remembered those comments posted here 😉 about how you can—and really should—speak openly with them, tell them everything that worries you about anesthesia, and ask any questions you have. And that’s exactly what I did. 🙂 One of my questions, when the anesthesiologist looked at me with that "OMG, are you one of us or just a hypochondriac?" kind of vibe, was whether they perform this specific surgery while I'm in a hypotensive state. Toward the end of the exam, because I had three hives of unknown origin, the doctor offered
either allergy testing or some kind of "protection" before the surgery—to make sure I don't break out in a rash on the operating table, he said. And I told him, look, it doesn't matter if I get a rash, what matters is that I don't go into anaphylaxis. So, allergy testing it was.
I was relieved to find out if I was allergic before hitting the table, though the doctor performing the test was pretty skeptical about why we were doing it... thirteen stabs and a few pretty painful ones later—turns out, I am indeed allergic to almost all relaxants except Atropine, plus I'm reactive to the others, like Midazolam. Copy that report and carry it everywhere with you, and just make sure
that the anesthesiologist who is going to, you know, treat you 🙂
And, looking through Lognecker, Atropine lasts much longer than the others, and almost twice as long as what I actually need for my procedure... just let it go, rapidgull94, I told myself, and I enjoyed life until hospitalization. I eventually made it to the pre-anesthesia exam (the third one, by the way 🙂. There was this incredibly sweet anesthesiologist,
I ran into her in the hallway that day; she’s in the OR from 8 AM, and she drives every single patient back to the ICU after surgery. You can imagine how much of a hero she seemed to me in that moment. It was already late afternoon, and she looked visibly exhausted. She checked me over and gave me a brief rundown (without using any heavy medical or anesthetic jargon) of her part of the job. Then, being a bit of a jerk, I asked: "Can I ask something now 🙂" about which relaxant they'll be giving me (since I knew exactly which ones were left that I wasn't allergic to). She just said, "Anesthesia without a relaxant." My mind raced—how are they going to intubate me? Okay, fine, they can intubate me, but what if I move right at a sensitive spot during the surgery? And most importantly, who is going to anesthetize me? Well, I won't be doing it, and I'm only available on the days you guys are on the schedule. Goddamn, she really made an impression on me.
The night before the procedure and again in the morning, I was given prophylaxis consisting of Synophene and Solu-Medrol, but I didn't get any anxiolytics, sedatives, nothing. My "anxiolytic" was my own doctor, who checked in on me both the night before and the morning of. And several times after the surgery. Okay, Synophene makes you *very, very* sleepy. On the way to the OR—I asked the nurse if they had taken all my lab results...
Do you guys have the CT scans from the imaging department? Or maybe an allergy test result—wait, yeah, I have one. Just kidding. A microscope. I really want to see a microscope. Honestly, they probably wouldn't even let me, they’d just knock me out with one of those tranquilizer guns they use for cattle. So, looking at the crowd I managed to count: two scrub techs actually working, one who clearly isn't, an anesthesia tech, the lady who wheeled me from the unit, the nurse positioning me on the bed, and some gentleman who asked me to scoot over so my head would sit better on the pillow—and no, before you ask, I am not the anesthesiologist. Nobody is talking to me, but I’m just sitting here watching everyone. I’m staring at the Drager machine, too. Such an imposing piece of equipment. I’m trying to spot where the CO2 absorber canister is located, but I can't find it, which is a total letdown. On this Drager, the mask is made of this gross, brownish-translucent rubber. It's nasty. And still, absolutely nobody is addressing me.
I mean, why didn't they just look at my pre-medication records and realize, "Hey, he's not sedated yet, this would be great"? 🙂 If anyone would just say something to me. But then again, is it dangerous if I start peppering them with questions?
Then comes Nurse Brenda Jones5. She’s an anesthesia nurse/tech. A familiar face. I ask her, "Are you Nurse Brenda Jones5?" and she goes, "Yes, yes, I remember you!" Great. Maybe she’ll actually be communicative. And she was. <3. There's a pad on my foot. Is that char from the cautery? An EKG?
A pad on my chest. Okay, that's the EKG. Then a cuff on my right arm, and then a cuff on my left arm. WTF? Just in case, I guess, it's your classic blood pressure monitor. Okay, as long as Nurse Brenda Jones5 is here, I think I'll be fine.
The anesthesiologist walks in and greets me. She asks if I have any allergies to local anesthetics. I had to exercise a massive amount of self-control not to say something rude to her. I don't. But I am allergic to relaxants. "I know, I know," she says. She looks at me, looks at the mask, and starts searching for a new one. Looking for an 8mm? Probably the tube. I lift myself up off the bed and glance at the vitals monitor. Okay, which number is the BP, which is the pulse, and which is the oxygen saturation? Two numbers are slightly under a hundred, and two numbers are hovering around 150. Fuck.
To all the anesthesiologists (I hate it when I don't know their names)—is it going to pass once you knock me out? I really hope so. That is definitely not the answer I want to hear a few minutes before anesthesia.
And there we go. I'm hooked up to everything—IV lines everywhere, one tube for saline, and then Nurse Brenda Jones5 jams the Propofol syringe into my other line. Here it is. I know how long it takes to kick in, and I know plenty of people experience pain or a burning sensation. To my surprise, I didn't feel the need to watch it happen; I just lay back and waited. Someone tossed something onto my chest. I couldn't care less what it was. Was it starting to work? Did she give me a little dose just to drop my blood pressure?
I remembered reading somewhere that Propofol affects the cardiovascular system and lowers blood pressure. So, I figured my pressure was about to tank. It's taking a while, though, so I lift my head and see that the line running from the saline bag into me is cloudy. What? I say, "Nothing is happening." They swap out the saline and finally give me a decent dose. "Goodnight," says the anesthesiologist. "Grrr—thanks," I mutter. And then, a flash of panic hits me because I realized I'm under anesthesia without any relaxants, and Propofol won't stop my breathing—give me oxygen! She gently places the mask over my face; I try to take the deepest breath possible, but then I start shallow, panicked breathing. "Breathe deeply," she tells me. I take two more deep breaths. Have we flushed out the nitrogen? Now I can hold my breath until they intubate me.
Two more times—"goodnight"—"thanks," and now I'm getting dizzy. Which is exactly what we're aiming for. "Goodnight"—no response. The next thing I remember is intense... coughing, coughing. Someone is adjusting the bed. I can't see anything, I just hear and feel things. Someone holds my shoulder and—bam—back into a deep sleep.
Christ—this is like a light version of my fate... to get straight to the point—I have a few questions, mostly just out of curiosity, if anyone has the time or inclination to answer them. 🙂
So—regarding the allergy test—since I'm allergic to the aforementioned components of anesthesia—is it standard practice to write some kind of
"card" listing the substances I'm allergic to—with the doctor's name and the composition—or am I actually supposed to carry an A4 printout in my wallet?
The physician who performed my allergy test told me that it isn't even that precise anyway, since allergens are introduced under the skin, and the skin reacts to physiological saline too. In other words, it primarily reacts to the physical stimulus of the needle prick and the fluid being injected.
And then there are the mast cells... right?
I'm curious how you guys actually handle patients—from an allergy standpoint—who go into anaphylaxis right there on your table? Like, who takes over the follow-up, and what's their specialty? In my case, I was handled by a clinical pharmacologist (which, if you're reading between the lines, might give you a clue which hospital system I was at).
Also, why on earth did I get prophylaxis with Synopene and Solu-Medrol when they were running anesthesia with Propofol and Fentanyl through an oxygen tube? I'm definitely not allergic to those substances, and honestly, can you even be allergic to Propofol? Or maybe it was a reaction triggered after the Fentanyl hit? (Maybe an allergy test thing?)
Is it actually "normal" to run parallel infusions of saline or whatever else through the same IV line with two lumens?
Because when they were putting me under, they inserted a second IV line.
Does Propofol drop your blood pressure by an average of 20mmHg? Is that systolic and diastolic?
Why do they rub ointment in your eyes?
I had this pain in my lower back that lasted for three weeks after the surgery—could that be related to lying on the table for so long? Could it have been prevented by keeping my knees slightly flexed?
How do they decide on volume replacement? I ended up getting 1.5L of saline plus another 0.5L during the procedure while I was in the ICU. Is that based on estimated blood loss or just how much fluid someone should ideally drink in a day?
I haven't asked anyone yet, but what do you think—did they have my head fixed in place during the procedure, even though I didn't have any relaxants?
In endotracheal anesthesia without relaxants, since I'm breathing on my own, what role does the anesthesia machine actually play? How does it deliver the gases—is it under pressure? How do you set it up so it stays in sync with my own breathing? And what happens if my depth or frequency changes mid-way? Does that change during the anesthesia process?
My pressure stayed at 120/65 throughout the whole anesthesia—does that mean I had enough anesthetic, or...? I mean, shouldn't it fluctuate?
I saw that crazy little thing that changes color based on CO2 (to check if the tube is in the right spot)—is that a single-use thing, or do they sterilize it?
About 3 or 4 days after the anesthesia, my incision developed this little blue "spot" right at its peak. Any idea what that could be?
Thanks so much in advance for the answers 🙂 and sorry for this total life confession;S