silverangler15
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joined Jun 2015
Ladies, I have a question for you: has anyone here taken a break or just stopped hormone therapy for a while, only to start back up on the exact same pills later? And if you did, were those same pillsāthe ones that worked fine beforeāsomehow different once you restarted after the hiatus?
To make a long story short, I was on hormones for three years; first Yaz (which I took for about a year and a half and it just didn't sit right with me), then Cileste (which I only had for a month before they pulled it from the market), and finally Triquilar. I never really dealt with any symptoms on Triquilar, aside from some hair thinning for a little while, but that cleared up pretty fast. Eventually, I decided to stop taking them because I foolishly thought my ovaries would just start functioning perfectly on their own without all these synthetic hormones, plus the idea of being on hormones constantly for three years felt like too much. Thatās when I took a four-month break, and thatās when everything went sideways. I ended up with a cyst that ruptured so violently it practically burst my entire ovary; I suffered internal bleeding and ended up in emergency surgery because I had nearly bled out. Since then, I've been back on the pill, and Iām strictly forbidden from stopping until Iām actually ready to try for a pregnancy...
Anyway, even though I'm back on the very same pills (Triquilar), I have this nagging sensation that they're affecting me differently now. My appetite has skyrocketed and I find it incredibly difficult to control my cravings, especially during PMS, which absolutely never happened before. Thankfully, I work out, so I haven't packed on massive amounts of weight, but I still don't feel like myself at all. š¢ On top of that, Iām dealing with skin breakouts that just won't budge. My hair is a constant mess, and I'm dealing with this weird finger curling issue that honestly makes me want to cry... I'm just exhausted and have zero motivation for anything...
Has anyone else experienced thisāwhere the "perfect" pills suddenly feel different after a break? Do you think this might settle down eventually? Or is it possible the pills aren't the culprit and this is all just in my head, tied directly to stress? Because since that surgery, it feels like one disaster after another has piled up; my immune system tanked, a family member fell seriously ill and we almost lost them, then there was a car accident, and then the sheer stress of college exams failing me lately... All of this happened within a single four-month window. Now, I truly can't tell if these symptoms are coming from the pills or the overwhelming stress. Please, I need your opinions or adviceāhas anyone else dealt with this specifically regarding their medication? š