Brandon Lopez6
Regular
656 messages
joined Feb 2010
I was planning on answering this with a bit of distance and keeping things vague, but I just can't help myself, so here’s a total brain dump 😬.
If I remember right, I originally joined Reddit because of the OCD stuff, but I ended up posting here way sooner than expected. Back then, I was dealing with intrusive thoughts that felt totally insane. I honestly thought I was losing my mind and that if I opened my mouth about it, I’d end up locked away in a psych ward somewhere 😁.
My very first thread was about a "friend" where I laid out my whole situation, but you know... asking for a friend 😁.
It actually blew my mind how much empathy people had. It was so surreal how normal everyone seemed to think it was (unfortunate, but whatever), and the amount of support I got was huge. Nobody told me my "friend" was crazy; instead, I just got a mountain of first-hand stories from people who were older than me or had just been through more of this mental health crap
. I was 18 at the time, still in high school, and just completely terrified by everything that was starting to happen
.
A ton of other threads and a lot of bullshit happened between then and now, but none of it is really worth dwelling on
. Nowadays, I try to be somewhat constructive, though even this place has kind of turned into a venting ground. There used to be way more active users here, so it always makes my day when an "old" username pops back up
. Or almost always 😬.
In general, I’ve stopped poking people just to be a jerk. I stopped putting up with pure stupidity just to keep the peace in this digital house, which you can probably tell from how I talk now, but hey 😁. I try to help when I can, and I try not to be a dick, but I won't let someone lecture me on stuff they clearly don't understand. If they try, I’ll gladly shut that down. Even if it gets me banned 😁.
I’ve been through a hell of a lot and gathered plenty of experience, so if I give anyone advice, it’s always coming from a good place
.
Threads here are mostly for venting, which is fine, but I don't think people realize how vital topics like the ones about psych meds are—where you can get actual, first-hand experience regarding any specific medication
.