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Take some world-class athletes we all know—like Ivica Kostelić or Blanka Vlašić. Now, obviously, Ivica and Janica are incredible skiers. But let’s be real: they became that way simply because their father basically used them as little training dummies from the time they were toddlers. He projected his own ambitions onto them, molding them into versions of himself—which, honestly, is a massive failure for both the parent and the kids. That whole "this-ness" of sensory certainty was everything to Janica and Ivica’s development. Their consciousness got stuck right there in that loop of immediate, sensory experience. It means the only thing they ever knew, the only thing they know now, and the only thing they’ll ever truly grasp is that raw, sensory "this-ness." And frankly, that’s the tragedy of most people—they are defined by that exact limitation. That's just what it means to be a Man, in the broadest sense. A buddy of mine actually mentioned seeing something in a diary where Ivica Kostelić says his greatest love is skiing. Look, I don't sit around watching TV, but I stay in the loop through friends, family, and actual conversations. You can see how deep this madness goes just by looking at that one statement. It’s not really that he loves skiing more than anything else; it’s that he exists entirely within that realm of sensory certainty. He lives at that level. And get this—according to Hegel, that is the absolute lowest level of existence. Seriously, think about it. At that stage, you might as well be a dog, a pig, or a goat. It doesn't matter if the dog or the pig has a massive inheritance, plenty of food, or is literally rolling in money—it changes absolutely nothing. We aren't even talking about a Man in the philosophical sense here; we're talking about someone existing purely on an animalistic level.
Just like Ivica, Janica, and Blanka Vlašić—our other absolute legends on the track—they’re basically stuck at this baseline level of consciousness. It's that raw, purely sensory certainty where you're just existing in the "now." They haven't even scratched the surface of true self-awareness yet—which, honestly, is still just the starting line of real longing. That sensory certainty has pretty much just morphed into a primitive craving for that first spark of self-consciousness. There isn't anything lower than that state, unless you count those blonde characters from those tired old jokes—but I guess you'd have to dig even deeper to find something more mindless than that. Jokes aside, though, why is it that they can't get past it?
Their skiing and track careers? Honestly, that’s just their father’s project—his vision, his dream. They aren't exactly "individuals" in the way we usually think about it; they're more like products of their dad. Their whole athletic life didn't really stem from some deep sense of self or a conscious choice to pursue greatness. Instead, it was essentially handed down to them—shown to them by their father through Blanka, Ivica, and Janica—by projecting this specific, sensory certainty onto them. They basically adopted his reality rather than forging their own. I won't get into the "why" behind all this because, frankly, it’s irrelevant to the point. It’s almost as if—and I mean this with all due respect to their actual trophies—they were programmed. Their entire lives have been marked by their father’s desires being projected onto children who just... accepted it. Almost without any input from their own consciousness. And here's the kicker: people actually admire this. It's tragic, really. People look at them and say, "That's what a real Man does," or "I wish I could do that," even though it isn't truly "Manly" and it certainly isn't smart to live that way. None of them were ever really asked what *they* wanted. They were trained to become exactly what they became—trained, or better yet, rendered into these featureless shells. It’s like a dog that’s been broken in; a trained dog absolutely adores its owner, listens to every command, eats whatever is put in the bowl, and just follows the script. It’s a total loss for Ivica, Janica, and Blanka. And honestly, you see this with pretty much any elite athlete who is just a vessel for a parent's ambition.
We’ve all been there—somehow, growing up, someone was always drilling something into our heads. It’s like this endless loop of repetition. I remember knowing this one guy whose dad used to drone on about nothing but "football, football, football" until you just wanted to tune him out completely. Then you had the other type, the dad constantly pushing "ballet, ballet, ballet" on his kids, also to that same point of total exhaustion. If we're being honest, most of us have dealt with some version of that mindless, infinite loop from one parent or the other. You see it all the time—a father who thinks the only real "value" he can pass down is handing his kid a Ball and telling them to kick it around the yard until they inevitably smash a neighbor's window, rather than actually sitting down to teach them something meaningful. Or maybe it's a different kind of distraction, but the result is the same: they aren't really raising or educating their kids. The thing is—and this happens way too often—most parents are just stuck in this cycle. Because they weren't properly taught or given a real education themselves, they lack the tools to actually teach their own children anything substantive. So, instead of passing on wisdom, they just hand them a Ball to kick around and call it a day.
When people say parents aren't "self-educated," they aren't just talking about whether someone grabbed a degree or not—it’s way deeper than that. You can have a PhD and still be totally unlearned in the ways that actually matter, though I guess that’s a bit less common than stumbling upon those certain K-12 teachers who—let's be honest—really haven't done the work to actually learn anything (not everyone, obviously, don't come for me). Unfortunately, you see this pattern in a lot of homes. You get these folks stuck in a provincial, traditional mindset who honestly don't even know how to teach their own kids—and get this—it's because they never actually learned how to teach themselves. They’re essentially living as copies of something else, kind of alienated from their own souls... just these hollowed-out, characterless shells of people.
Look, when you run into this kind of situation in a family—this total regression where parents haven't actually bothered to educate themselves—you end up with them trying to raise kids, and we all know exactly how that plays out. It’s right there in front of us. Honestly, if you just take a quick walk around any local elementary school, a high school, or even just hang out near a coffee shop or a club one night, you’ll see it. You look at kids anywhere from ten to twenty-five years old and you’re basically looking at a mirror image of their own parents. It’s wild. It’s like what Vanja Sutlić says—we didn't even see this level of dysfunction back at the fall of the Roman Empire. We're talking about a specific mindset here, a kind of idiocy and backwardness where you don't really encounter a true Man anymore. Instead of actual people, you find these... I don't know, semi-humans? Or maybe just creatures that look like people but aren't. It's like Gajo would put it—a "Man who isn't a Man." They lack any sense of self or character. You step outside your front door and that's the reality hitting you in the face. I won't beat around the bush: fathers, and parents in general, just aren't teaching their kids anything. And even though they aren't doing the work, the fallout is absolutely devastating for the kids. But hey, that's just the specific example. Let's get back to the bigger picture.
When we say things like "this" tree exists, or "now" is the day, or "there" stands a building—well, that little word "this" becomes this broad, general concept. But here’s the kicker: we aren't actually grasping that universal essence itself; we're just using it to express it. We aren't really touching the raw, absolute "thisness" of it all. No, not quite. The thing is, through language, we end up contradicting our own perceptions of that "this." Language basically points out that our immediate sensory certainty isn't quite hitting the mark of what "this" truly represents. Since the truth of those sensory certainties is found in the general concept—and since language is what carries that truth—it turns out we can never actually put the raw, sensory essence of what we're thinking into words. It's a bit of a paradox, honestly.
We were talking earlier about those examples—the tree, the building, the skyscraper—that just seem to vanish the second you turn your back. Whatever was "over there" (the tree, the building, that massive skyscraper) simply ceases to exist the moment we look away. It’s like things disappear from "over there" or "there," whereas "here"—this immediate "here"—doesn't actually vanish. Instead, "here" is basically the permanent stage where all that vanishing happens. Take a city like Washington, D.C., for instance. It exists; it is "here," right in front of us, as the city of Washington, D.C. And within it, right this very second, at this exact hour while I'm typing this out, people are being born and passing away, laughing and grieving, gossiping and sitting around, lying down and whatnot. All of that stuff happening in "here" stays true regardless of what exactly is going on (whether it's a birth, a death, or someone dropping a glass vase). Basically, "here" remains "here," no matter what happens within it.
It’s all the same around here.
So, what we’re looking at here is this kind of mediated simplicity—you know, that version of "general" that feels a bit processed.
Look, when we talk about that sensory certainty—the kind that presents itself as the absolute truth of an object—we’re really just looking at its pure essence. But here’s the kicker: that essence isn't some immediate, obvious thing. It’s actually defined by negation and mediation. It’s not what we typically think of when we say "essence," but rather a specific type of being that functions as the pure universal—even though our actual thoughts aren't truly universal. For our own reasoning, that sensory certainty doesn't feel universal at all. Take something like "this" tree, "that" building, or "this" guy right here. We group them all under the label of "this," treating it as if it's almost a given, but for our conscious minds, it isn't actually universal. That specific tree standing "here" isn't the universal truth of sensory certainty. Our brains accept it as true, sure, but in reality? This thing right here isn't actually *this* thing right here.
So, basically, what we’re saying is that for our own sense of truth—that raw, sensory certainty we all lean on—it isn't actually "purely general" at all. To that specific feeling, all you’ve really got left is this empty, hollow sense of "this" and "here." If we take the relationship between the self (the one doing the knowing) and "this" (the object itself) and compare it to how they stand once you reach a result, things get weird. You can see that the whole relationship has flipped on its head. That object—which was supposed to be the central, essential thing—suddenly becomes irrelevant to our sensory certainty because it has transformed into something purely general. It’s become secondary. Now, that sensory certainty exists entirely within the knowledge (the "I") which, if you think about it—and really, do think about it—was the part that used to be considered unimportant in the first place.
So, we’ve reached this point where truth is basically just sensory certainty within my specific subject—my subject, mind you. Right now, that object (this "thing") is defined by what I know about it. We're already seeing that first transition, moving from the "this" of sensory certainty into the "I." Now, me knowing "this" doesn't mean the sensory certainty itself just vanishes—not at all. It just means that even though it's been pushed out of the object, it's still right there; it's just migrated into the "I." Hegel argues that it gets repressed back into that "I." It isn't annihilated, which is a crucial distinction to make here. The truth of sensory certainty now resides within the "I." Within the immediacy of that "I," everything that usually disappears into a single "this" or "here" is preserved—because since the "I" is holding onto it, it doesn't vanish anymore.
Take a tree, for example. A tree is "here," I see it, but by tomorrow, that tree isn't "here" anymore. It has vanished from the "here," yet the "I" has retained it. In this "this/here" scenario, let's say someone—let's call him Mark—looks at a cathedral. Mark sees it and confirms, "Yes, this cathedral is right here." On the flip side, let's look at Mary, whose "I" perceives some lingerie shop. Mary, just like Mark, sees it and confirms (in her case) the existence of the lingerie shop, regardless of whether Mark might find lingerie somewhat irrelevant to Mary. But anyway, where am I going with this?
(I'll get to that next time)