#21 ·
So, I got caught up in some pretty intense arguments over the weekend. It’s been stuck in my head ever since, and honestly? I feel like nobody actually gets where I'm coming from. I could shout until I'm blue in the face, but what's the point? Other people have already made up their minds, and now they're throwing around all these ultimatums and restrictions because of me.
It totally wiped me out. I spiraled into a bit of a funk, just wanting to fly away and blast some moody music—you know, the kind that actually helps me stabilize. When things get like this, I just retreat from everything. I sit there, process it all, and try to figure out how to dodge these situations that are completely out of my control anyway. It’s really just an ego thing, isn't it? Like trying to stop the rain from falling... you can't. You just grab an umbrella and keep walking down that wet street...
It totally wiped me out. I spiraled into a bit of a funk, just wanting to fly away and blast some moody music—you know, the kind that actually helps me stabilize. When things get like this, I just retreat from everything. I sit there, process it all, and try to figure out how to dodge these situations that are completely out of my control anyway. It’s really just an ego thing, isn't it? Like trying to stop the rain from falling... you can't. You just grab an umbrella and keep walking down that wet street...